Marry the Beast, I Want the Alpha

Chapter 7

Immediately I entered in, I held her so tight unto myself, I can feel her heartbeat beating faster. I spoke up, Marticia, are you okay she replied yes, I know how safe she felt in my arms, and feel to be in that position forever.

I asked of her discuss with Jacob pretending I don’t know, she explained everything to me words by words without leaving any stone unturned and end with,”Jakes am afraid, I don’t want to lose you and I can’t continue seeing you, we have to stop seeing and immediately she disengaged from the hold and sat calmly on a sofa.

From where I stood, I gazed at her, her calmness and at the same time scared, but all still the same I can’t stopping imagine she been with me forever and how beautiful and attractive God created her, she’s extremely beautiful, I gathered the courage left in me and go to where she is sitting, bend down to steal a gaze on her before I opened up to her and to see how she will react, I hold her hands, playing with her nails, looking at how magnificent her nails were decorated, i thought, starting with teasing will be of good help.

Marticia, the royal queen, the most beautiful among the queens have ever set my eyes on, my heart melted and longed for you every second of my life, a second without you is meaningless, my queen everything will be better, you don’t need to be worried trust me I have plans for us and that’s why am here. Immediately she heard those words she smiled and I felt joy in my heart this what I wanted from her to be happy always, she listened to me attentively and said, teasing me as always, have told you am not a royal amidst smile and happiness and I was glad even more.

I continue, Marticia, the other time before we are interrupted, I wanted to tell you something then, now I want to say it, she gazed eyes at me in readiness to hear whatever it may be but am scared , that this truth I want to tell her, hope it won’t disunite us, I thought for a while before I finally opened up and said looking straight into her eyeballs AM YOUR ALPHA not just a palace guard. Her eyes widened and she disengage her hands from mine immediately looking amazingly and surprisingly with an heart of unbelief she blotted out. “How can that be possible, tell me?” With her eyes widened open, I felt she is angry but I needed her to be calm and be patient. We have things to do together, I think fairly of ways of calming, I fastened my eyes on her pleading with my eyes, then she said “why?”

I respond, I wanted to know you, I mean genus love for you without title or expectations, I wanted to see if you will love me for who I am not the Alpha, then I took a deep breath after pouring out my mind with sincerity but I never stopped looking at her.

Marticia pov

As I stood in my chamber, reeling from Jacob’s warning, I couldn’t shave off that our secret is no longer safe.

Just then I heard a faint knock on my window, I opened it slightly but to my surprise, Jakes is there standing outside looking straight into my eyes, I stayed stunned not knowing what to do but I managed to asked what the problem is and what he’s here for in the late of the day he assured me he has something important he needs to disclose to me, I looked here and there, then I opened the door window more openly for him to come in. Immediately he entered, he pulled me close to himself and I felt my heart started beating faster than what I can imagine I felt safe and secured in his arms.

Then with a low and very tiny voice like a whisper he said “what are your discussions with Jacob?” I explained everything to him without leaving any stone unturned, I let him know that Jacob is watching us and we need to be more careful. With everything I said, Jakes just responded okay and started behaving in a way suspicious, thou I know he’s here to tell me something secretive but what could that be and about what or who, is it about Jacob, my sister Brianna or who, I couldn’t guess nor find solutions to all these questions roaming in my heart and here he is behaving in an understandable way, well I guess I calm and listen attentively to whatever he may want to say, I sit on a sofa closed to my bed and I watched coming close to where I am, bending down he look straight into my eyes, hold my hands and start playing with them, I just sit calming.

Finally, he open his mouth and start to talk but he want to gain my full attention and make me cool and calm due to my state and what had happened earlier, he started with sweet words and teasing which was able to make me smile.

Then he continued, and he said, “Marticia, Am YOUR ALPHA LOVE.” Firstly, it seems to me as a dream and I couldn’t fathom what he just said, is he joking or trying to get me at cause, how’s it possible for him to be my Alpha and why has he been deceiving throughout this while? All these are what in my mind, before I finally blotted out.

Jakes, I called out why have you keep this from me, just tell me why? He eyes fastened to my, he said he had to that for him to know me without title or expectations and if I will love him for who he is not just the alpha.