My heart hammered against my ribs as I stared at the window.
Dylan stood just outside, the pale moonlight cutting across his face and casting shadows along the sharp line of his jaw. For a moment I wondered if I was still dreaming. After everything that had happened tonight—after the words I had heard him say, the last person I expected to see standing outside my bedroom window was him.
The glass between us felt thinner than it should have. Fragile. Like it wouldn’t take much to shatter it completely.
He lifted his hand again.
Tap.
The soft sound seemed louder this time. More urgent.
My pulse raced louder in my ears.
I slowly pushed the covers back and swung my legs over the side of the bed, my feet touching the cool wooden floor. Every step towards the window felt unreal, as If I were walking through water. What was he doing here?
What could he possibly say now that would make any of this better?
When I reached the curtains, I hesitated. My fingers hovered over the fabric, trembling slightly. Part of me wanted to ignore him, crawl back into bed, and pretend none of this was happening. But my heart betrayed me. It had always betrayed me when it came to Dylan Edward.
Even now—after everything—it still chose him.
Slowly, I pulled the curtain aside.
He was standing close to the glass, one hand shoved into his pocket of his dark jacket, the other resting against the window frame. His hair was slightly messy, like he had been running his hands through it over and over. When our eyes met, something unreadable flickered across his face.
Relief.
Regret.
Something heavier that I couldn’t quite name.
I unlatched the window and pushed it open just enough for my voice to slip through the cool night air. The cold brushed against my skin, grounding me slightly.
"What are you doing here?" I whispered.
The question came out more fragile than I intended. Dylan exhaled slowly, a cloud of breath forming in the chilly air. For a moment he didn't answer. His eyes searched my face, lingering on the faint redness around my eyes. He knew I had been crying.
His gaze softened—just barely—but it was enough to make my chest tighten.
"I needed to talk to you," he finally said.
The sound of his voice twisted something painful inside my chest. I crossed my arms instinctively, trying to hold myself together.
"You already said everything you needed to say tonight."
The memory of his words still rang in my ears, sharp and unforgiving.
A small muscle jumped into his jaw.
" That's not."
" Yes it is," I cut him off before I could stop myself.
The words came out sharper than I expected.
"You made it very clear how you feel."
Silence stretched between us. The wind stirred the leaves in the trees behind him, whispering through the darkness. Somewhere in the distance, a car passed, its sound fading quickly—like the rest of the world was moving on while we stayed stuck here.
For the first time in years, Dylan looked uncertain. His gaze dropped briefly to the ground before lifting back to me.
"Sherry.... I didn't know you were there."
A hollow laugh escaped me.
"That doesn't change what you said."
The words felt heavier now. More real.
He ran a hand through his hair again, clearly frustrated, struggling for words, while my heart fluttered. Dylan had never been the type to stumble over his thoughts. He was usually confident, decisive—always sure of himself. But tonight something was different.
It was like I was seeing a version of him I didn’t recognize.
"I was angry," he said quietly. "My parents just dropped this whole dinner on me like it was some kind of business meeting. Like my life is already decided."
"And mine isn't?" I asked softly.
The question hung in the air between us. Dylan didn't answer right away. His eyes drifted towards the inside of my bedroom, then back to his house where our families had already mapped out our future long before either of us had a say. Finally, he looked back at me.
"I never wanted to hurt you," he said.
The sincerity in his voice only made the ache worse.
Because part of me believed him.
And that somehow made everything more painful.
"Then maybe you shouldn't have said you'd never marry me."
He flinched slightly. It was small. Almost unnoticeable. But I saw it. And for a moment, neither of us spoke. The distance between us suddenly felt enormous—even though only a thin sheet of glass and a few feet of air separated us. Then Dylan shifted closer to the window.
"There's something you need to know," he said.
My stomach twisted uneasily.
A quiet dread settled deep in my chest.
"What?"
He hesitated. For the briefest second, doubt flickered across his face again. Then he spoke.
"I told my parents tonight that I'm in love with someone else."
The words landed like a stone dropping into still water. Every muscle in my body went rigid. Of course, he was. I suspected it for a while now, but hearing him say it aloud still felt like something sharp slicing through my chest. I swallowed hard.
For a split second, I couldn’t even breathe.
"Then you should marry her," I said quietly.
Dylan's eyes darkened.
"It's not that simple."
"Why not?"
He opened his mouth to answer. But before he could say a word, a pair of bright headlights suddenly swept across the yard. Both of us turned instinctively towards the driveway. A sleek black car had just pulled up in front of my house. My heart skipped. Dylan's expression changed instantly.
The light cut through the darkness harshly, forcing everything into sharp clarity.
"Julia.." he said under his breath.
My stomach dropped.
The passenger side of the car opened slowly. For a moment, neither Dylan nor I moved. Because stepping out , was the very girl Dylan had just told me he was in love with.
Time seemed to slow again.
The porch light flickered on as the motion sensor caught the movement, washing the driveway in a pale yellow glow. My stomach twisted painfully as a slim figure stepped out of the car. She closed the door gently behind her. Long dark hair spilled over her shoulders, catching the light as she lifted her head towards the house.
My breath caught. I knew her. Of course, I did. Everyone in town did.
Julia Lionel.
She had moved here four years ago during my sophomore year of high school. New girl. Quiet at first, but effortlessly beautiful in a way that made people stop and stare without even realizing it. Teachers adore her. Boys followed her around like satellites.
And Dylan....
My gaze drifted slowly back to him. His eyes were locked on the driveway. The tension in his body was immediate and unmistakable. His shoulders stiffened, his jaw tightening as he watched her approach the house.
"She wasn't supposed to come here," he muttered under his breath. A strange numbness began spreading through my chest.
Numb—but not empty.
Something heavier was building underneath.
"Is that, her?" I asked quietly.
He didn't answer. He didn't have to. Julia glanced towards my window suddenly, as if she felt our eyes on her. For a split second our gazes met through the darkness. Her expression shifted.
Surprise.
Then something else. Something calculating. My stomach churned. Dylan cursed under his breath and stepped back from my window, running a frustrated hand through his hair.
"This is bad."
"Bad?" I repeated softly, his voice barely above a whisper. "You mean awkward."
Dylan looked back at me sharply.
"No, you don't understand."
But before he could explain, the front door of my home opened. My mother stepped onto the porch.
"Sherry?" she called, glancing around the yard in confusion.
Julia walked up the steps slowly, her posture confident despite the late hour.
"Mrs. Miller," she said politely.
My mother blinked in surprise. Julia," What are you doing here so late?"
From my window I could hear every word. Dylan moved closer again, his face tense now. My eyes still locked on the scene unfolding below. Julia hesitated , as if choosing her words carefully. Then she said something that made my entire world tilt.
A pause stretched—thick and suffocating.
"I'm looking for Dylan."
My mother frowned.
"Dylan isn't here."
She hesitated, searching for the right words. Then Julia spoke again.
"But he has to be," she insisted softly. "He told me tonight he was finally going to tell his family the truth."
My heart began pounding again. Below us, my mother crossed her arms.
"The truth about what?"
The question seemed to hang heavier than anything else that had been said tonight.
Julia took a breath. Then she said the words that sent ice through my veins.
"About the baby."
The air vanished from my lungs. In front of me, Dylan went completely still. And downstairs on the porch, my mother's shocked voice cut through the night.
"The baby?"