“Yes,” I said anyway.
The estate glowed before we even reached the doors—light spilling from tall windows, music drifting faintly into the night air. It looked exactly like it always had.
Perfect.
Untouchable.
For a second, I hesitated at the entrance, my hand hovering just before I knocked.
This was it.
Whatever happened inside would change everything.
Before I could second-guess myself, the door opened—but not by staff.
A man stood there, unfamiliar, his gaze settling on me like he had been expecting this moment.
“It’s alright,” he said smoothly to the attendants behind him. “They’re with me.”
With him?
I didn’t recognize him.
Not even a little.
But something in his tone—calm, certain—made it impossible to question. The staff stepped aside immediately.
And just like that, we were in.
I didn’t look back.
I couldn’t afford to.
The ballroom shimmered.
Crystal lights cascaded from above, casting soft reflections across polished floors. Conversations blended into a low hum, elegant and controlled, every movement choreographed into something that looked effortless.
And then—
I saw him.
Dylan.
Seated beside Sherry.
Close enough to look like something already decided.
The room narrowed instantly, everything else fading into the background until there was nothing left but that single image.
Him.
With her.
My chest tightened, breath catching somewhere between panic and resolve.
Don’t think.
Move.
I crossed the room before doubt could catch up with me, my heels clicking against the floor, each step louder than the last in my own ears.
“Dylan—”
He turned just as I reached him.
And I didn’t stop.
I threw myself into his arms, wrapping around him like distance and time had never existed.
“I missed you,” I breathed against him, the words spilling out fast, urgent. “I love you. I love you so much.”
For a moment—
Just one—
he didn’t move.
Then he gently pulled me back, his hands firm on my shoulders, creating space I didn’t want.
“Julia…” My name sounded different in his voice. Careful. Measured. “We’re over.”
The words didn’t register at first.
Over?
No.
No, that wasn’t how this went.
That wasn’t how this could go.
My mind scrambled, searching for something to hold onto—and then it found it.
My mom.
Her face flashed in my mind, her laughter, the color in her cheeks, the strength that had come back because of this—because of him.
Because of me keeping him.
Panic surged, sharp and immediate.
Then—
everything shifted.
Dylan’s gaze moved past me.
I didn’t have to turn to know what he saw.
Claire.
When I did look, she was standing just a few feet away, composed, watching, that same unreadable expression on her face.
Dylan’s eyes flicked between us.
Once.
Twice.
Recognition.
Confusion.
Understanding.
Pieces falling into place in real time.
“You…” he started, his voice faltering as he looked from her to me again.
The air between us crackled with it—the realization, the questions he hadn’t asked before, the gaps suddenly filling in.
And then—
he made a choice.
His hand came up, cupping my face, pulling me toward him before I could react.
And he kissed me.
Right there.
In front of Sherry.
In front of his family.
In front of everyone.
Gasps rippled through the room, whispers rising like a wave breaking all at once—but I didn’t hear any of it.
Because in that moment—
I knew.
I had him back.
“Dylan—”
I barely got his name out before he was already moving, his hand closing around mine, pulling me with him.
“Come on.”
We pushed through the crowd, past stunned faces and half-formed questions, past Sherry, who hadn’t moved, past everything that had just shattered behind us.
“Dylan!” a voice called out sharply.
His grandmother.
The authority in it was unmistakable.
He didn’t stop.
Didn’t even turn.
We kept moving until the music faded, until the lights dimmed behind us, until the night air hit my skin and I could finally breathe again.
The drive was silent.
Heavy.
The kind of silence filled with everything that hadn’t been said yet.
Streetlights blurred past as he drove, his grip tight on the wheel, his jaw set like he was holding something back—anger, confusion, maybe both.
We didn’t stop until we reached a park.
Empty.
Still.
He killed the engine, and for a second, neither of us moved.
Then I turned to him.
“I need to tell you everything.”
The words came out steady, but my hands weren’t.
So I told him.
Not all of it.
Not the man. Not the deal.
But enough.
The lies. The distance. The things I had twisted and hidden and avoided.
“I’m sorry,” I said finally, my voice quieter now, stripped of everything but truth. “I never meant to hurt you.”
He didn’t answer right away.
Just stared ahead, processing, unraveling everything I had just placed in his hands.
“I don’t even know what’s real anymore,” he said eventually, his voice low.
“This is,” I said immediately. “What I feel for you—this is real.”
That part, at least, didn’t feel like a lie anymore.
He looked at me then, really looked, like he was trying to decide whether to believe me.
Or whether he still could.
“I don’t know what I’m going to do about the engagement,” he admitted after a long pause.
It wasn’t certainty.
It wasn’t a promise.
But it wasn’t over.
And right now—
that was enough.
Because as we sat there in the quiet, the night stretching endlessly around us, I realized something I hadn’t fully allowed myself to before—
This wasn’t just a game anymore.
Not for him.
And maybe—
not for me either.
A few days later, Dylan asked to see me.
The message was short, almost restrained. No warmth, no hint of what was coming—just a simple request that made my chest tighten in a way I didn’t fully understand yet.
I need to see you.
Still, I went.
Because I wanted to believe it meant what I needed it to mean.
That he had fixed everything.
That he had chosen me.
He picked me up without a word, and I noticed it immediately—the quietness between us wasn’t comfortable anymore. It was heavy. Deliberate. Like something was being held back on purpose.
We drove to the park.
The same one.
The night after the ball came rushing back to me the moment we turned onto the familiar path—the same trees, the same dim light spilling across empty walkways, the same stillness that always seemed to wait for us there.
Dylan parked and got out first, walking around to my side like he always did. He opened the door, his movements careful, almost distant.
I stepped out slowly.
“Dylan?” I asked softly.
He didn’t answer.
Not yet.
We walked instead.
Side by side.
No touching. No reassurance. Just the sound of gravel under our steps and the wind moving through the trees like it was carrying something I couldn’t quite hear.
My heart started to beat faster with every step.
Because I knew.
Even before he stopped.
Even before he turned.
I knew.
When he finally did, it was slow—like he was bracing himself for impact.
He looked at me for a long moment.
And then he said it.
“I’m sorry, Julia. I’ve agreed to marry Sherry.”
The words didn’t land immediately.
They hovered in the air first, like my mind refused to accept them as real.
Then everything dropped.
My chest went hollow. My stomach twisted sharply, like the ground beneath me had shifted without warning.
No.
That couldn’t be right.
It couldn’t be—
“You can’t,” I said, the words snapping out before I could stop them. “You can’t do that.”
His expression didn’t change.
“I’m sorry,” he repeated quietly. “The decision has already been made.”
Made.
Final.
Like I wasn’t even part of it anymore.
Something inside me cracked—not loudly, not dramatically, just enough to make breathing feel suddenly impossible.
“But you love me,” I said, stepping forward now, voice rising despite myself. “You do.”
A pause.
Just long enough to hurt.
“I do,” he admitted.
For a second, hope flared—desperate, reckless.
Then he continued.
“But my obligation to my family supersedes my feelings.”
Supersedes.
The word felt foreign in my mouth when I tried to understand it.
Like love could be ranked.
Like it could lose.
My hands shook as I turned away from him, unable to look at his face anymore. My fingers fumbled for my phone, unlocking it quickly, urgently—like holding this moment might somehow make it less final.
Record.
I needed it.
I didn’t even know why anymore.
“Dylan,” I said, my voice steadier than I felt. “Do you love me?”
“Yes,” he answered immediately.
No hesitation.
That should have been enough.
It wasn’t.
“Then you can never fall in love with her,” I said quickly, like if I slowed down, I’d fall apart. “You can’t.”
“My heart only belongs to you, Julia,” he said.
I swallowed hard, searching his face like there was still something left to fix, something left to hold onto.
“I can’t bear to know that you will be sharing a bed with her,” I whispered.
“I will not.”
The certainty in his voice made my breath catch.
“Promise me,” I pressed, stepping closer again, needing it to be real, needing it to be absolute. “Promise me you will never touch her.”
“I promise.”
The word hit clean.
Unbroken.
Immediate.
Like it had always been waiting there for him to say it.
I didn’t look away.
I couldn’t.
Because I needed every second of this to mean something.
“You are it for me, Julia,” he said softly then, pulling me closer. “Whenever you need me, call—and I’ll be at your side.”
His arms tightened around me.
Like a vow made physical.
Like he could hold me into certainty.
Then he kissed me.
And it wasn’t gentle.
It wasn’t careful.
It was desperate—like he was trying to seal something in place before it could fall apart.
When he finally pulled back, his forehead rested against mine, his breath uneven.
“I promise you, Julia,” he whispered, voice low, certain, unshakable—
“I promise you, Julia, Sherry will never have my love and will never share my bed…”