I had to talk this over with Michael. I was so worried Janet would know her brother. She would. And then she would expect him to come back to his old life. And I would lose him forever.
Would he want to come back to his old life? I think he is pretty happy with me. But I could be wrong about that. My heart felt so heavy. It was so filled with worry.
I knew if I talked with Michael then I would feel ten times better. Then I would know where I stood. And if he really would be tempted to get his old back life. I could not blame him for missing his old life.
All that he had. His fans. The fame. Anyone would miss that. The money. Now he was dirt poor. That could not be easy for him. Though he claimed it was for him.
When I come into my room there was Michael sitting on the bed with my lit
