[Warning s****l Conduct] Michael and I had decided to get a room at a motel for the night. I called my mom and lied to her. Telling her I was staying the night with a pal. She was happy to see me get out of the house after all the moping that I had been doing around there. Michael and I stopped to get dinner. He wanted some Chinese take-out. He said how long it has been since he ate food. He wanted to enjoy a real meal. I could not blame him there. I wondered what it was like coming back to really live. Nearly dying had scared me. And now he was back. I wanted to live. We had so much to talk about. To decide what comes next for us both in this life. But right now, was the time to celebrate. Michael and I sit on the bed in the hotel room. We begin to eat. ♥☆♥☆♥ "Won't it be weird fo

