Arfah It's been a few days since hauwa's little stunt, it warmed my heart she stood up for me and took my side instead of her brothers. I wasn't staying at my parents, they were both out of the country for hajj, I didn't want any questions asked on why I'm here so I made sure not to run into anyone. Thank god my brothers didn't live in the house but has theirs built by the side giving them all the privacy and comfort they needed. I was stuffing my face with cupcakes and glazed doughnuts, it made me feel better, sugar I mean. I haven't spoken to Muayyad for the longest, not since that very day. I needed space away from him to think and fully understand what was going on with us, me in particular though. I loved him, scratch that I love him but he didn't feel the same. I need to start lo

