I wake up furious at myself.
Four minutes of consciousness and I’m already replaying last night, the doorway, the way his voice dropped when he told me not to say his name, the exact second the bond flared so hard I almost said it anyway. This is not why you’re here. Get up. Get dressed. Get your head on straight.
My wolf disagrees. She’s been pacing since the second I opened my eyes, restless and too focused on the room next door. The rejected bond sits under my ribs like a bruise I keep pressing just to feel it hurt.
I shower like I can scrub him off me. It doesn’t work. By the time I’m dressed, the sun is already climbing over the pines, painting the whole estate gold like it’s trying to make this place look innocent. It’s not. Nothing about this house is innocent.
Pretty light. Ugly secrets. Focus.
The east wing is quiet in that unnatural way that means people are listening. Pack members go silent the second they hear my footsteps. Conversations cut off mid-sentence. Doors close a little too carefully. Good. Let them be nervous. I’m the girl who rejected their Alpha in front of two hundred wolves. They should be nervous.
I find the portrait gallery by accident.
I wasn’t even looking for it. I was just moving, trying to outrun the ache in my chest, and then the hallway opened up into a long room lined with dead Kades staring down from gold frames. Same cold eyes. Same sharp jaws. Generation after generation of men who look like they were born knowing how to ruin someone’s life.
And then I see him.
Damon’s father. Standing tall in the center of a portrait, unnervingly still even in paint. Beside him is a younger man in pack colors I don’t recognize. And on that man’s collarhalf-hidden, like someone tried to crop it out of history is a crest I would know in my sleep.
The Voss crest.
My father’s crest.
The air leaves my lungs.
What the hell is my father’s mark doing on a stranger’s uniform inside a Kade family portrait?
My wolf goes completely still. The bond gives one sharp, ugly pull, like it already knows this hallway is dangerous.
“You’re not supposed to be up here.”
I don’t jump, but it’s close. Luca is leaning against the entrance with a coffee in his hand, watching me like he already knows this is about to go wrong.
“Funny,” I say. “Nobody mentioned restricted wings.”
“It’s less restricted, more ‘please don’t start digging before breakfast.’” He nods at the painting. “Should’ve known you’d find this one.”
“Who is he?”
Luca’s smile doesn’t change, but his eyes do. That little flicker I’m starting to hate. “Old advisor. Before my time.”
“He’s wearing a Voss crest.”
“Is he?”
“Don’t.” I step closer to the frame. “Don’t pretend you don’t see it.”
“Vera..”
“My father’s mark is on that man’s collar in a Kade family portrait. Explain that.”
Luca’s jaw tightens. For the first time since I got here, the easy charm drops completely. The coffee in his hand is suddenly the most interesting thing in the room.
“There are things in this house that aren’t mine to explain.”
“That’s convenient.”
“It’s the truth.” His voice is lower now. Careful. “You keep pushing like this and you’re going to force answers you’re not ready for.”
“I’ve been ready for four years.”
“No.” He finally looks at me. Really looks. “You’ve been ready for the version you were given. Those aren’t the same thing.”
The words hit harder than they should. My wolf shifts under my skin, uneasy.
“What version?” I ask.
Luca holds my gaze for a long second, like he’s weighing how much damage he’s about to do.
“Ask Damon,” he says finally. “When he’s ready. Which might be sooner than either of us want, the way he looks at you.”
He walks away before I can stop him. The silence he leaves behind feels heavier than the argument.
I don’t go to breakfast.
I go straight back to the portrait.
This time I get close enough to read the small brass plaque under the frame. Most of the engraving is worn smooth by time. Only one line is still clear, cut deep enough that even years couldn’t erase it.
In service. In silence. In shame.
No name. No date. Just that.
My pulse starts climbing for all the wrong reasons. This doesn’t match anything Wren told me. None of the files she helped me gather mentioned a Voss crest inside Kade walls. None of them mentioned shame. None of them mentioned a man standing shoulder to shoulder with Damon’s father while wearing my bloodline on his collar.
Someone stood in this portrait wearing my father’s mark, and this house buried him under a warning.
I’m still staring at it when the air changes.
I feel him before I hear him. The rejected bond pulls so hard my breath stutters. Heat crawls up the back of my neck. My wolf surges forward like she’s been waiting for this exact second, slamming against my control hard enough that I have to lock my knees to stay upright.
“I told you not to wander,” Damon says behind me.
His voice is quiet. Controlled. But there’s something underneath it I’ve never heard from him before.
Not anger.
Fear.
I turn. He’s standing closer than he should be, eyes locked on the portrait like it personally offended him. The bond between us is so loud I can almost hear it.
“Who is he?” I ask.
Damon doesn’t answer right away. His jaw flexes once. Twice.
“Someone who should have stayed buried.”
“That’s not an answer.”
“It’s the only one you’re getting right now.”
I step closer anyway. The bond flares hot and stupid between us. “My father’s crest is on that man’s collar. Don’t stand there and tell me it means nothing.”
“It means you need to stop.”
“Or what?”
His eyes finally cut to mine. For a second the careful Alpha mask slips, and what I see underneath is raw enough to knock the air out of me.
“Or you’ll find something you can’t put back,” he says. “And once you do, neither of us gets to pretend anymore.”
The silence that follows is heavy enough to hurt. My wolf is clawing at my insides. The bond is pulling so hard it feels personal.
He looks at the plaque one more time, then at me, and whatever he was going to say next dies in his throat.
“Stay out of this hallway, Vera.”
He turns and leaves before I can push again.
I stay in front of the portrait long after he’s gone, staring at the crest that shouldn’t exist and the three words that feel less like history and more like a threat.
For the first time in four years, the story I built starts to crack.
And somewhere deep in my chest, my wolf whispers the one thing I’ve been trying not to hear:
What if he didn’t do it?