Nicole I left the hotel room immediately after Giovanni's confession but I haven't stopped thinking about it for a second. He loved me, really? Why did I have to be engaged to another man before he figured that out? Why didn't he confess his feelings sooner? What is the assurance that he wasn't even doing this to break the engagement? What would have changed even if he confessed sooner? A voice asked in my head and I let out a dry laugh. Nothing would have changed because I would have listened to my parents either way. I hit the steering wheel continuously to let out my frustration. I have never been so stuck between doing what was right and doing what I wanted before. I have the most supportive parents ever, and they have never put me in a difficult situation to make choices like this

