NICOLE
At that moment, I felt trapped between doing what was best for me and giving in to my desires. I closed my eyes, thinking about what to do.
Do I really want to ruin my chances with Micheal because of short term pleasures? Giovanni felt nothing towards me, s*x aside. He could move on with his life whenever he wants and I'd be back to square one.
Michael on the other side doesn't look like he was here for pleasure alone. He wants something meaningful with me and I shouldn't even be comparing both men if my emotions weren't all over the place.
Accepting Micheal means I'd be granting my parents wishes and I'd be making them proud. They have never forced any decision down on me before and doing this would make them happy.
Micheal has never tried to hide his feelings from me. He like
