Nicole
It's been four days since I spoke to my father, and those four days just happened to be the fastest days of my life. The weekend is here already and we will be having dinner tonight, but I wasn't the least pleased about it.
I wished something would happen and one party wouldn't be around, giving me more chances to have a rethink or come up with an excuse to distract my father, but it was impossible. We are having dinner tonight, and they probably have a date fixed for my engagement already which means it's too late to turn back now.
I suddenly wished I turned down the offer when my father proposed it. Marriage is not even on my to-do list right now. I don't want it, but I would be disappointing my parents again and I just can't do that.
I know how much pride they have in me and
