Betraying Heart

yes, I like you

Undeniably, school trip with friends should be a fun thing. What is not to like? You finally get to attend lesson outside of class, build up memory of friends to giggling and laughing like an i***t. For Lan Zhan, it is more for fun purpose rather than learning. So now, what makes school trip not fun, especially this cultural camp trip? Lan Zhan can give a thousand lists but for sanity's sake, he would short list into three he despised the most. First, he was expected to meet, talk and smile to other people, urgh Lan Zhan already feel it weakened his body over the thought. He hated people and, to worsen it, his university collaborated with Jiang University for this trip. Did you know what it means? More people. Second, he had to get up early to abide with the schedule and tentative. Although Lan Zhan did think they set the time for assembly much too early, 5a.m which basically dawn, yet he had no issue with it, after all he is a morning person. However! What became his problem is the system buddy created by the organization. He cursed whoever comes out with the idea, why he needs to bear responsibility for other people? Basically system buddy require a roommate to take accountability as a pair, if one breaks the rule, both will face the punishment, automatically buddy requiring to take care of each other and make sure their buddy didn't break the rule. So if his buddy woke up late, he still be punished even he woke up early. Isn't that the most ironic thing? And it was official that universe hate him. Since he vowed to himself to support Xingchan and XueYang courting session, so here he is, set the alarm while glaring at his laid-back roommate aka buddy, Wei Ying.

"Sleep now. So, you don't trouble me tomorrow morning. Don't you dare to drag me into something I didn't do," Lan Zhan warn Wei Ying, make the other gasp unbelievable.

"i'm not that reckless, so save the nagging,” Wei Ying remarked dryily without looking at Lan Zhan. Eyes were fixed on his screen phone as he's exchanging text with Yanli. Its have been a while since they're catching up with each other, and he was glad knowing Yanli already engaged with her long crush, Jin Zixuan. That dude better treat his jie jie right, if not, he and chengcheng will teach him a great lesson.

Lan Zhan fisted his pillow, seeing Wei Ying is all smile over text on his phone, didn't even spare him a glance. Who is he texting? The girls from earlier? Meow meow? Or that Yanli girl? The thought makes him gloomy. Swallowing his bitter mood, Lan Zhan decide to lie on his bed, turn his back on Wei Ying to avoid more sore eyes scene. He didn't have the right to feel this why, just who he thinks he is? No one want him, and his past had proven that enough. So, it's better to standalone, keeping all things to himself than having people ridicule on his feeling. This brings Lan Zhan to the third reason, why this trip is no fun, Wei Ying. He didn't know why. That man infuriate him to no end, force him to felt so many things. Confused, hopeful, upset and as per now, sullen.

In the middle of pitying himself, the light suddenly went off, leaving the room in the dark.

Aaaaaaaaa

Lan Zhan screaming at his heart content. Another secret that he would never ever say out loud, Lan Zhan fears the dark. Remind him of ghost,, and he hated both dark and ghost.

The light returned to illuminate the room as his screaming echoing within the wall. Lan Zhan gasp in relief and taking some time to controlling his breath before glare at Wei Ying, who stood near the switch with taunted grin.

"oh ho...did our princess scared of dark?" Wei Ying bemusedly teasing him. Being a pride man, there is no way Lan Zhan will admit his weakness at his eternity rival.

"huh? No!" Lan Zhan held his chin high "i'm not..." he continued with chief hope it sounds believable enough. A feeling of dread crept up from the pit of his stomach, watching mischievous smile on Wei Ying' handsome face

"Then it should not be a problem to switch off the light, save electricity. " Wei Ying make a scene to press the switch again with poker face, holding his smile.

"Noo" Lan Zhan immediately protests, his eyes wide round, quivering. Realizing his uncool reaction, Lan Zhan clearing his throat before schooling his face back into an unbothered facade. "leave it open, after all we're not the one who would pays the electricity"

"hurm..." Wei Ying pretend like he in deep think, considering Lan Zhan suggestion. Deliberately making Lan Zhan suspenseful. From the way Lan Zhan, fist on his blanket until the knuckle turn white and warily gazes, Wei Ying knew he did it. Holding his smile and regaining his self-control,

"nah, let's just switch off the lamp, i can't sleep with light on. If i'm stay up late, i will woke up late and we both will be in trouble. After all, why hesitance? It's not like we both scared of dark, right?" Wei Ying shrugging and look at Lan Zhan in expectation.

"huh? Aaaaa..yes?" Lan Zhan timidly agrees, but Wei Ying can see Lan Zhan turn paler and that smaller frame is trembling, clutch the blanket close to himself. Wei Ying inwardly hissed, seeing Lan Zhan stubbornness.

"Settle then. " Wei Ying reach to press the switch, then stop for a minute, make Lan Zhan feel hopeful if Wei Ying change his mind. Wei Ying glance at him through shoulder with a lopsided grin

"if you scared, my bed is big enough for both of us" Wei Ying soberly said.

There is something glistening in Wei Ying gaze that Lan Zhan not sure what. Lan Zhan immediately blushing.

"who's scared? you i***t" Lan Zhan lie on his back, pull the blanket to cover all his body including the head, hugging the pillow tightly. Ready for the dark to consume him. Wei Ying watch buritto Lan Zhan with a determined gaze. Tonight he will fulfill another wish of him, bring Lan Zhan into his bed. Although It's impossible to do exactly like the wish, he wrote in the diary but at least let him had a bit taste of it. Wei Ying turn off the light, leaving only small light from the street to illuminate the room, he can see Lan Zhan body tense.

Lan Zhan tightens his hug on the pillow. Forced his eyes to close, didn't dare to open even a second. Mind full of ghost story he heard before. The sound of wind was prominent tonight, added to his wild imagination.

Wei Ying turn his back on Lan Zhan reach for his phone secretly and search for ghost voice. Contain his laugh, Wei Ying play the sound and within a minute, he can hear Lan Zhan small scream and a loud thud, scurried footsteps before his bed was dipped with another body weight. Lan Zhan has come and Wei Ying feel like his heart burst into hundred butterfly, a small smile appears on his face.

4.00 a.m

Wei Ying woke up as his alarm rang, blinking his eyes rapidly to drive away the residue of sleepiness. Force himself to sit up and rubbing his eyes with backhand. He didn't trust himself enough to wake up on time if he gave in to slumber again. Turn to his right, Wei Ying broke into wide beam watching Lan Zhan covering with blanket up to head, sleeping next to him. After carefully peek and ensuring Lan Zhan still a sound sleep, Wei Ying gently pull Lan Zhan to lay on his back, instead giving him, his back. Hovering over the smaller boy, Wei Ying dragged the blanket down to reveal Lan Zhan covered face. Wei Ying' Adams apple bump slowly, following the blanket slowly revealing Lan Zhan beautiful features, from the smooth forehead to beautiful closed eyes, then cute button nose and that plump moisten lips until tipped chin. Lan Zhan is ethreal. Definition of cute, handsome and pretty in one. Wei Ying was sure God had to take some time and great consideration in creating Lan Zhan. Wei Ying rests his forehead on Lan Zhan. Their nose bump to each other, he can feel Lan Zhan steady breathe on his face, lips inches apart. Wei Ying swallows heavily before a small smile adorns his face

"i love you, Lan Zhan. With whole my heart. Since i first notice you at the ball. I was working as part-timer waiter, it was hard to deal with all prissy people. I almost quit and went home when i saw you step into the hall with your father. You're so beautiful, yet so broken. I'm glad that next time I met you, you're this strong. " Wei Ying chuckle lightly before leans down, finally allowing himself to get the taste of those sinful lips. Eyes closed, Wei Ying deepen the kiss, nibbling on Lan Zhan lower lips, enjoying Lan Zhan' soft lips against him. Wei Ying break the kiss after a while, once again lean on Lan Zhan forehead with eyes closed, savoring the feeling of Lan Zhan soft breath on his face.

"if making you mad and riled up is the only way to make you notice me, so be it. At least, I'm someone in your life"

Tears pooled at the corner of Wei Ying eyes. With a sad smile, he pecks on Lan Zhan lips for a brief moment

"i love you. I love you so much, Lan Zhan" Wei Ying confess breathless, sincerely and his voice broken. A yearning confession that he wrote on his list wish he succeeds to do it.

His moment break when he feels Lan Zhan squinted and lips mumbling something. His panic deepens when suddenly Lan Zhan' arm circling his neck, bring him closer.

"ah..!"

Wei Ying eyes quivering, widen like a sauce. His breath hitched and his saliva feel thick to swallow. Wei Ying fisted the sheet next to Lan Zhan until his knuckle turn white, his body heated in arousal as his skin flushed crimson. Lan Zhan was grinding their morning wood together, creating a delicious friction. Lan Zhan was moaning deliciously while sleeping. Those Lan Zhan' sinful expression, make Wei Ying grow harder.

Red alarm. Red alarm. Wei Ying mind rang loudly with red alarm. His mind scream that this wrong for him to take advantage of sleeping Lan Zhan, and he should retreat, but his body seem had another thought.

"ah! Lan Zhan...urgh!"

The friction was so delicious, yet not enough. Wei Ying struggling to hold himself from attacking The Sleeping Beauty, restrain himself from grinding back. He kept telling himself to get up and run away,, but his body feel it's hard to follow the simple instruction. His fist on the sheet tighten, Wei Ying gritted his teeth, his body tense with building stimulation and ready to!

"ah"

He ejaculate. So did Lan Zhan. Lan Zhan release the hold on his neck, body relaxing, sleeping like nothing happened. Meanwhile, Wei Ying who just crashed into reality. Eyes trembling with guilty and terror. He just took advantage of Lan Zhan. Spurt on his feet, Wei Ying froze, and mind in chaos. Eyes widen in shock and unbelievable on his action. He paced a moment in panic before running to the washroom to calm himself.

Once the room of washroom closed, Lan Zhan open his one eye, peeking on Wei Ying. After making sure Wei Ying was gone, Lan Zhan sat up and stretching a bit, so laid-back. Take a bit of time to turn off his alarm and stand up to stretch his body. Glance at his wet pants, Lan Zhan chuckle in delight.

"serves you right for scaring me last night"

Lan Zhan can't really sleep as he was scared, so he was fully awake when Wei Ying confess to him, confirming his suspicion. It was so hard to maintain a poker face when listening to Wei Ying heartful confession, what else when knowing Wei Ying had seen him before enrolled to Gusu university. Lan Zhan turns his body into washroom direction.

"i like you too, Wei Ying" Lan Zhan whisper lowly.