Chp 19 Alishba pov: Her question caught me off guard. I stared at her wide eyed while she anticipated my answer. "Alishba, are you here?" She shook me a little. I blinked and gazed at her than looked away. I don't know what to say. "Ishra, if i say i don't know. Then!" I moved my gaze back and found her frowning. "What do you mean you don't know?" I bit my lip and thought about it. "I don't know. I can't make a decision." Ishra remain quite and kept looking me. Then after a few seconds of silence she asked again. "How do you feel about Maher?" I shrugged. "You know you're not helping at all." Ishra shighed frustratedly. I walked and sat on the edge of the pool. Ishra did the same. Over the past few weeks my life changed a lot. From a content engaged girl I became a confused married lad

