Chp 10 Ryan pov: I slammed the door shut and walkeddeeper into the gym room. f**k, f**k, f**k I'm so stupid. How did Iloose my control. I slapped her. A woman. I was breathing hard my eyesnot focusing. I got out of my short leaving me in just sweats. I made my way towardsthe punching bag. Without wearing protection gloves I started hitting it. Thepain shot through my knuckles but it was nothing compared to when I hitAlishba. What have i done Allah? My breath came In heavy pants Ipunched the bag repeatedly. I didn't slap her because she was saying all thosethings or because I lost control. I did it because it was the truth and Ididn't knew how to handle it. She did left me for someoneelse. Someone better. The thought left a bitter imprint on mymind bringing back all those tainted memorie

