SURPRISE!!!!! Raphael The silence that stretched between us in the car was so thick I could feel it pressing on me. She was gazing out the window as London streets passed us in a blur, we had just visited Gabe and Summer. And suffice it to say, watching her trying to control her emotions as she hugged her goodbyes to Summer affected me in the manner it shouldn’t have. She tries to be so strong and she was in every action of hers. There’s this strength that speaks in her and still she looks so fragile that one wrong word or move and she’d break apart. And that’s the reason I want her away from me. Because unlike what Meril said, she wasn’t what I needed and I wasn’t what she needed. Right? And still… I put my hand on hers. Startled, she looked at me and then where my hand was on top of h

