Chapter One STERLING It’s three in the morning and I’m sitting in the living room with Des, curled up under a blanket as I try to keep my eyes open. Between making sure Maddy gets to school on time and my own weird sleeping schedule. The last two weeks have been hell… Well, all apart from finally being able to hold this lovely little man in my arms. The first two nights were the worst, but we’re finally slipping into a new schedule, which may or may not be the best thing as it consists of me being up most of the night and sleeping in the morning and Wilder taking over the care of Des during most of the day. I really do hope that Des starts sleeping through the night soon-ish, because, right now, there is just too much weird and off-time schedules with this all. Des makes a happy soun

