It is 2am, and I am staring at my ceiling. My ceiling stared back at me, judging me. I couldn’t get the thought of Ryker in the library out of my mind, imagining my fingers on her thigh trailing higher under the reception dinner table tonight, the lacey dress I had picked for the occasion will look amazing on the hotel bedroom floor. She is sleeping with Ash tonight, he had found her slumped over her laptop in the study. She expressed the desire for things to naturally happen with us, which I completely understood. We went about our routines like normal and factored her in where needed. Fox has been making a point of not being home until late or being here for dinner then leaving, we weren’t yet worried about him and her but we would all feel much better after the news of Leah will be brok

