A Kill List and A Second Chance

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

 Note: 18+

“I’m bored.” I tell him pouting with my bottom lip out. Brian smiles placing his phone on the night stand. He pulls me up to sit on his lap looking at him smiling. “What are you doing?” I ask him as he hugs me placing his head on my shoulder smelling my neck.

“Is there anything you want to ask me about, that you want to know about?”

“Well there is that mating thing. I can’t remember if I asked you or not?” I tell him running my hand through his hair.

“I don’t think you have. Go ahead and ask I’ll give an answer to any question.” He says sitting up and looking at me.

“The mating process…what is it?” I say looking down only remembering what little Brian had told me before.

“Okay. Well when mates find each other they mark each other.” He says rubbing my neck with his thumb making me giggle. “In our case I’ll be marking you. Afterwards the mating process ends with us making love. It’s to connect us together forever. Our mating will make the both of us stronger and better link to the pack and to each other.”

“So I’ll be able to do that mind link?”

“Unfortunately not for you, you’re only human.”

“Will I at least be stronger?”

“Yes you’ll be stronger and maybe develop other things. Everyone is different.”

“Can we do it?”

“Yeah we can do it. It could take a while, it might be painful at first though because with you being a….” Brian looks at me and stops talking realizing what I really meant. “Are you sure you want to do this now?”

“Brian I don’t really understand your world yet, but I’m doing my best to understand. I love you, you make me do things that I would never do. Your voice makes me shake, when you look at me my heart melts, when you touch me I feel my body crave you. I want you now and forever.” Brian looks into my eyes placing his hands on either side of my cheeks.

“I’m going to get you all hot and bothered then I’ll mark you. I’ve heard it’s easier that way. The things I want to do you too.” He says sighing and smashing his lips against mine. I was shocked at first thinking he would have wanted to it when we got back home. I kiss him back letting him take the lead.

Brian pushes me off laying me down on my back. While our lips never let go of each other I feel Brian move his legs resting his body just above me. I have one of my hands run over his shirt to the bottom next to his waist. I slip my hand under his shirt feeling his abs. My other hand lightly touches his cheek following his hair line to run my fingers through his hair. I feel Brian’s hand caress my breast under my shirt slightly pinching my n****e. I gasp grabbing his hair in my fingers. He took this moment to plunge his tongue into my mouth. Both our tongues play with each other. I start to feel hot and I hear Brian growl in the back of his throat he pulls back pulling me back upward pulling my shirt off. Without missing a beat his lips meet up with mine again. Fireworks flash in my eyes as I feel his hands exploring my chest and back. I feel his teeth latch onto my bottom lip and he pulls gently away with my lip. I breathe in heavy feeling my core tighten and my underwear get wet. Brian lets go of me as I try to pull his shirt off. He’s so much bigger than me I start to giggle fighting his size. Brian gets up smiling at me. He slides his shirt and pants off leaving his boxers on. I tighten my thighs together feeling the heat between my legs get hotter. Brian pulls on my ankles making me slide toward him. His pulls on my shorts they slide right off without any fight. My underwear staying on I watch Brian look at my body holding onto my shins. I watch his eyes go up and down my body, his eyes changing colors I’m guessing he’s talking with his wolf. Brian slowly climbs up my legs pushing my legs apart kissing my inner thighs. I breathe in grabbing the sheets with my fingers getting excited with his light touch. These new feelings from him are giving me a new look on making love. I’ve never had someone so gentle with me before. I love this feeling. I hear Brian growl as he smells between my legs. He kisses my belly up between my breasts he shifts his lower half pulling me up making me sit on his lap. He kisses my neck to my chin. I feel his hard c**k against my core and stomach with every kiss I can feel it pulse against me. I reach for it but he stops me. He pulls his head away from me to looking in to my eyes.

“Are you ready?” He asks. Through my heavy breathing I nod my head and lean it to the side showing him my skin. I feel him move my hair away from my neck making me shiver in delight. He moves my bra strap down over my shoulder. He warps his arms around my back giving me support. I place my hands on his biceps praying that the marking won’t hurt as bad. Brian kisses my neck and licking the spot. He stops, opening his mouth; I feel his hot breath on my skin making me quiver in his hold. I whimper feeling his teeth rest on my skin.

“I love you Myrkur.” Brian says against my skin.

“I love you too Brian.” I tell him squeezing his arms. I breathe in deeply holding in my scream but you can hear whimpers from my mouth as Brian’s teeth puncture through my skin deep into my flesh. He pulls back kissing my lips. I look at him with tears in my eyes. As he reaches up I feel like something is wrong. My shoulder starts to burn my body stiffens making me arch my back throwing my head back breathing heavy.

“What’s wrong Myr?” Brian asks. I squeeze his arms not understanding the heat in my body the tightness in my chest then all a sudden memories flash in my mind of a white wolf telling me that the moon Goddess is giving me a second chance. “Myr!? Myr!?” Brian says again worried.

“Brian Knight, everything is fine with her. Please step away from her. She was born a wolf and the Goddess is giving her a second chance to have a wolf.” I voice says coming out of my mouth. The male voice sounded like the white wolf. Brian gets off the bed standing next to it waiting for Myr to calm down. I see a woman smile at me in my mind “thank you” I tell her. I feel my body go limp and I lay on the bed looking at Brian.

“Are you okay?”

“I believe so but I’m afraid I’m going to transform soon. The Goddess’s mate told me everything.”

“What should I do?” Brian asks. I feel sharp pain in my back and hear cracking bones.

“Don’t leave me.” I tell him rolling around on the bed. I feel my body twist and turn crack and bend in ways I never thought it could. As my body changes I can see excitement and worry in Brian’s eyes. As it had felt like hours the change only took a few minutes. I relax my body on the bed and Brian slowly gets onto the bed next to me.

“You’re so beautiful. Your fur is so white that changes into a light grey to your paws. I don’t understand I thought you were human?” I move my head over Brian’s lap wishing I could talk to him.

“What are you doing?”

“Who is that?” I say in my head.

“I’m Brian’s wolf Night. Where is your wolf?”

“Hi it’s finally time I meet you. I don’t think I have a wolf.”

“You are something special you know that?”

“How?”

“The Goddess giving you a second chance at your wolf form. Why don’t you have a wolf?”

“The Goddesses mate told me without me being raised with my wolf it died almost like I absorbed it. I have the ability to transform but not have a separate personality like the wolf.”

“If you open your mind you’ll be able to talk to Brian.”

“You don’t want to talk to me anymore?”

“I’ll always talk to you but he’s getting impatient.” He says laughing. I relax thinking about walls breaking around me. I hear a faint voice in the distance and concentrate on it. The voice gets louder the harder I think about walls crumbling down around me.

“Myr please talk to me.”

“Brian?”

“Myr I can hear you now.” I move my head to look up at Brian and his eyes are clouded.

“Is this the mind link thing you guys do?”

“Yes.” I jump up and down on the bed not realizing where I was bouncing and end up on the floor. I sit up snorting and Brian is laughing at me.

“That’s not funny.”

“Well it’s kind of funny from my point of view.” I look away from him not wanting to laugh with him knowing deep down that it was a little funny. “How do you feel?”

“Free.”

“Can you turn back?”

“I was told for this form to take place I’ll have to stay like this for one day. I don’t even know how turn back in the first place.” I tell him trying to stand up on my new wolf legs. It was easier than I thought, I stand up and walk around the bed and face Brian. I shake my fur feeling myself get bigger. “What is going on?”

“You must be growing into your size. Alphas are the biggest wolves and they take a few years after their first transformation to get to their full size. Sense this is your first transformation, but the end of the 24 hour mark you’ll be full grown I think.”

“Well this is going to be weird.”

“Yes because we have that meeting. I’ll just tell them that you have to be in wolf form for now…do to the….new moon.” He says thinking about a story to tell his business partner. “I need to get ready. I’ll get a bag ready for you just in case something happens.” He tells me walking to the bathroom.

I look around the room and everything is clear to my eyes. All my senses are hyphened as well; I could hear the bird clean its feathers outside on the branch. I can smell the people sitting down in the lobby my paws can feel the carpet threads. I hear Brian in the bathroom turning on the water and my saliva builds up in my mouth. I get up walking to the bathroom looking for some water. I’m not going to drink from the toilet so I turn towards the shower and see water on the tiles just as you would walk in. I start to lick the tile and Brian yells at me.

“Don’t do that!” His voice echoes in my head as it bounces off the tile walls. I shake my head backing up. My ears ring badly as I try to rub my ears with my paws. I stumble back onto my side laying on the cool tile. I hear Brian come over to me and rub my ears for me.

“Why did you do that?” I ask him through the mind link.

“I yelled because of the soap can harm you.”

“I’m thirsty.” Brian chuckles grabbing the ice bucket and filling it up with water. He squats in front of me placing the bucket down. He stands up and walks back to the shower. I drink some of the water from the bucket not moving from the cool tile. It feels nice to my fur being over heated and all. I lay on the floor waiting for Brian to finish his shower. I hear him turn the water off walk out to dry himself off. He leaves the room for a while coming back in dressed in a suit.

“Myr I believe it’s time for us to be leaving.”

“Won’t they be mad? The email said strictly no wolves aloud in the meeting room.” I mind link him.

“I’ve already talked to the head man. Don’t worry he understands. Plus they expect my Luna there so they have to let you in.” I stand up shaking my fur falling back onto my butt feeling myself grow again. I whimper and Brian comes over to me. “If you keep growing you’ll be the same size as my wolf.” He says laughing rubbing my fur on my head. I shake my head standing up and following Brian out of the bathroom. I walk to the door of the room waiting for Brian as he put his jacket on and grabs a bag. He opens the door for me and I walk out.

“Look mom a puppy!” I turn to look behind me and a little boy was pulling on his mother making their way to me. Brian shuts the door and the mother looks at Brian and stops pulling on her son. They walk over to us.

“I’m sorry but my son wants to pet your dog.” The mother tells Brian. I wanted to chew her up for her giving googly eyes at my man. I feel the boy reach up to my neck and pet my fur. He was a bit rough but it was okay. I lay on the floor so he can pet me better.

“Wow!” The little boy says.

“Her name is Myr.” Brian says getting on one knee next to me and the boy, ignoring the mother.

“Hi Myr, I’m Steven.” The boy says petting my head. “What kind of dog is she?” Steven asks Brian.

“She’s a pure bred wolf. She’s my favorite wolf I have.”

“You have others mister?” The boy says gasping excitedly.

“Yes I do.” Brian looks up to the mother that kind of has a scary look on her face. Brian stands up toward her and her fear disappears. “Are you headed to the lobby ma’am?”

“Yes we are.”

“May we walk you two?”

“Oh can I ride Myr?” The little boy says grabbing Brian’s pants trying to get his attention.

“Do you mind?” Brian asks me through the mind link.

“Sure.” I say unenthused. Brian gently places the boy on my back.

“Now don’t grab to hard but grab her fur right here.” Brian tells the little boy.

“Are you sure that is safe?” The mother asks Brian.

“You better tell that horny b***h that I would protect this boy better than she ever could.” I mind link Brian walking away from the two of them.”

“Trust me she’ll protect that boy from anything.” Brian says motioning for the woman to walk in front of him. We make it to the elevator and I wait.

“I want to touch the button.” Steven says to me leaning over to my ear. I move over to the button and stand sideways so Steven can reach the button better. He giggles as he presses the button and the door dings. We all walk in to the elevator and wait until we make it to the lobby. In the lobby I walk over to a sitting area to let Steven off but he didn’t want to get off. Brian walks over and picks Steven up off of me placing him down on the couch.

“We must be going now. I have an important meeting to get to.” Brian says and I walk away from the boy. As I turn look back at the boy he jumps down off the couch and runs to me. I sit down and wait from him to run into me. The boy wraps his arms around my chest and breathes heavy.

“Thank you Myr. I really like you. I hope we can meet again someday.” I place my head over him to hug him back. I feel my heart swell with warmth to this boy. His mother comes over to us grabbing Steven away from me. I howl a little for him and he jumps with happiness clapping his tiny hands.

“Let’s go Myr.” Brian says walking away. I follow behind him going outside just to see our ride show up. Brian opens the door, I jump in and he slides next to me.

“The window!” I tell Brian through the mind link. He rolls the window down laughing at me. I ignore him placing my face out the window and sniff the air. Not much is going on as we drive around. We stop at a stop sign and another car stops next to us with a big Irish Wolfhound sitting in the back looking at me. I bark and it barks. I howl and the dog cowards back into its seat. I wasn’t too happy with that reaction but we started to move again and I forgot about the dog as the wind brushed against my fur. Forgetting everything around me for a bit I noticed that the wind stopped and we had parked at some old stone mansion up on a hill looking down at the city far away.

Brian gets out of the vehicle but before I could leave I had to shake and felt myself grow again. Every time I have an urge to shake I grow. I whimper feeling everything stretch and I shake again but nothing happened.

“You okay?” Brian asks me.

“Yeah, this one hurt more.” I jump out of the car and follow Brian up some stone stairs and through the front doors. The Lobby is beautiful. Full of pictures of old times and the wood carving on the walls and door frames are breath taking. So many things to look at but I needed to keep calm and act like a Luna.

“Brian!” A man said walking up to us and hugging Brian.

“Hey old mate. Thanks for inviting us and taking the time to look over my proposal.” Brian tells him.

“Not at all my old friend. Anything for you, now who is this beauty?” The man says looking at me.

“Sèitheach this is my mate and Luna Myrkur.” I bow my head toward him and he does the same. “She’s the one I was telling you about the full moon issue.”

“Of course. I glad that both of you can make it. Now if you two would follow me we can at least catch up until the others show up.” Sèitheach walks in front of us smiling. We go through double doors into a room that has a large table with some chairs around it. “Sit next to me old friend.” Brian walks over to the table and sits next to his friend. I sit on the floor between them and rest my head on my front paws.

“Let me know when the meeting is ready.” I mind linked Brian. I fell asleep feeling myself grow a bit more and it didn’t hurt as much. I pray I don’t get bigger than Brian's wolf because that would be awkward. I believe that the Alpha should always be the biggest. I can understand the Luna can be the same size or just under, but bigger, no. The Alpha is the one in charge of the pack and protecting it. 

“What is a wolf doing in here!? This is an outrage Sèitheach!”

“This is my mate and Luna. If you have a problem with it you’ll have to go through me!” Brian yells.

“Enough!” Sèitheach booms standing up. “I said she can stay. She is expected to be here. Each and every one of us has our own abilities and we deal with it in our own way. She is doing the same thing. If you do not like this the door is over there.” He sits back down patting my shoulder and Brian rubs my ear.

Everyone sits down and relaxes a bit and they start talking about their issues in there areas. Some of the Alpha’s had their opinions and the Luna’s had there’s. No one could come to an agreement about how to stop the attacks.

“Brian why don’t you suggest what we did, that helped our pack?” I asked Brian through the mind link. Brian looks at me smiling and rubbing my head. Sèitheach looked over to us and spoke.

“Does your Luna have an idea?”

“Yes. When she first moved in before learning about the wolf life she helped our pack with our rouge attacks. We have not had another issue sense her idea.”

“Well come out with it.” One of the Alpha’s says anxiously.

“Well the way our territory is set up I had so many outpost to so many miles. I only had so many warriors as well. She was able to split the men into two groups, night shift and day sift. At each outpost had at least five men until we got more warriors but we have the buddy system. Four men ran on either side to the next outposts one always stayed at the outpost. Someone was always at the border running. Everything worked out. We also still had time for training during the watch. We also built more outposts to help our men out. Having a tired wolf can’t fight.” Some of the others sat back in there chairs thinking while others stared at me. It was very quiet until I smell something that made me growl.

“What is it?” Brian mind links me placing his hand over my head. I stood up on all fours staring at the door.

“I can smell blood of a child.” I shook my fur feeling the urge to grow again. I ignored the pain and Sèitheach notice my change in size touching Brian on the arm.

“You need to keep her calm.” He tells him.

“She said she smells blood.” Everyone sniffs the air and shake their heads no.

“It’s faint but I can smell it. Any moment now he’ll come in and it’s the one I’m going to kill before we leave Scotland.” I tell Brian.

“Yes but you need to try your best to stay calm.” He tells me. I sit down still staring at the door. A few moments later the door opens and it’s one of my rapists that is on my kill list. I do everything in my will to stay calm as he walks over to Sèitheach and whispers in his ear. I place my head in Brian’s lap closing my eyes as he rubs my head.

“Alpha Knight you have a very beautiful wolf there.” I growl loud showing my teeth but not moving as that monster spoke to my mate.

“Thank you but this wolf is my Luna.”

“I’m sorry.” He backs away and walks out of the meeting room.

“I believe what Alpha Knight has said is a good idea for everyone?” Sèitheach says to everyone.

“Yes I will try this on my land.”

“Same.” All the Alphas stood up and shook each other’s hands and parted ways except Sèitheach, Brian, and I.

“Brian and Luna can the three of us speak in the other room?” Brian nods his head and we follow him down a hallway into another room. This room was like a study room. We walk in and we sit down. I look around looking at all the books.

“Wow. This place is beautiful.” I say.

“Thank you I had this place built for special reasons.” Sèitheach says to me. I was shocked.

“He can hear me?” I try mind linking Brian.

“Yes I can. I had an old witch friend cast a spell in here to where I can hear any ones voice no matter the language it’ll always be my language.”

“That is so cool.” I say and he laughs. “I like her Brian, where’d you find her again?”

“At a mall.” Brian says smiling.

“Hey can I sit on the couch?” I look at Sèitheach and he nods his head. I walk on the couch circling finding the right spot and leaned back making myself more human.

“Now I want to hear this proposal you have for me.” Sèitheach says grabbing some whiskey and two glasses. “But first I want to know your story Luna Myrkur.”

“Please just call me Myr.” I tell him as he sits and pours the drinks. “Brian do you trust this man?” Brian nods his head taking a sip of the drink. “First I don’t have an issue with the full moon.”

“I knew it.” Sèitheach says excitedly jumping in his chair a bit.

“I was given a second change at my wolf by the moon goddess herself. The moment he marked me I have to be in my wolf form for 24 hours for my wolf to stay. I just don’t get a separate wolf personality like everyone else.”

“That’s amazing.” Sèitheach says sipping his drink. “Congratulations.”

“Thank you.”

“Now we can speak business.”

“Well I want you to be a business partner with Brian. You can choose whatever stores up to three, you’ll get 75% profits and your own ideas put out on the market.” I tell Sèitheach. He sits back rubbing his chin thinking about what I said. “When it comes to the clothing stores you’ll work directly with me no middle man.” I add. I see a smile on his face looking over to Brian. Brian smiles back shooting his eyes back to me.

“What do you want in return?” Sèitheach asks leaning forward.

“I want that man that came in earlier that smelled of blood.”

“Well first I need to know. That’s someone I saved and spent a lot of money on.”

“Well working with us will give you your money back and plus.” I tell him shifting in my seat a little. “I want his life, because I have a kill list and he so happens to be on it.”

“Why is that?”

“When I was a young child he took part in a party my father hosted with seven other men. I was the main attraction. I have him and one other left.”

“Well what did he do for you wanting to kill him?”

“He and the other men including her father r***d her over and over again. Just to be sold to someone at the party later for it to happen over and over again.” Brian tells him putting his empty glass on the table. Sèitheach eyes go big and his face turns red.

“Does the name George ring a bell?”

“Yes that’s my father’s name.” I tell him.

“Alright I want two stores and 80% profit and you can have your man.”

“Deal.” I tell him hitting my tail against the couch.

After a few more drinks we left after talking about meeting up at one of his places tomorrow after I change back to my human form to take care of my list. So many things were running through Sèitheach mind and he had to go to bed before he lost it. I had fallen asleep in the car on the way back to the hotel. Brian wakes me up when we stopped and we both walk back to our room. I jump onto the bed shaking one more time before falling asleep. I feel my body stretch again and Brian laid behind me wrapping his arm around my back. The moment his head hit the pillow he starts snoring. It took me at least a few minutes before I drift into the darkness of sleep.