A Kill List and A Second Chance

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

 NOTE: Trigger warnings!

                   The next morning I get waken up by knocking on the door. I look at the door and Brian comes out of the bathroom walking to the door. He opens it taking a tray from someone. He comes over to me placing the tray on my lap after I sit up. He walks back to the person at the door grabbing another tray. He shuts the door walking to the bed sitting down placing his tray on his lap. I look at him smiling and he gives one back to me.

“Why are you mad at me?” He asks taking a sip from his coffee.

“I submitted to you without knowing what you are. You could have just told me.” His eyes got big and he swallows hard on his waffle.

“What do you know of my kind?”

“I know nothing of your kind but I know a lot about wolves. If you guys are anything like them, then yeah, I’m mad.” I grab some of my food and start eating.

“I didn’t know what to do; I wanted to know how you would act around a wolf.”

“You could have just asked me.”

“The last time a human found out I was a werewolf it didn’t go so well. I was worried. When I saw your neckless I was more confident. When you started opening up to my wolf I wanted to know more. Believe me when I say I’m sorry but I wanted to know you more and you wouldn’t talk to my human form.” I nodded at him.

“I didn’t open up to you because I was scared and also you’re my boss.”

“Have you ever heard of mates?” I choke on my juice knowing what he means. My mother told me something when I younger and also documentaries about wolves talked about it. He looks at me waiting for me to give him an answer.

“Well with what I know, it means that 2 people love each other for as long as they both live. They can’t be happy with anyone else, or love anyone else. They’re like soul mates that complete each other.” I tell him looking down at my plate.

“Have you felt anything between us? Like sensations?” He asks placing his hand on my lap. I nod my head yes knowing what he means as I feel warmth and sparks from his hand.

“I didn’t feel it until you showered with me.”

“The wolf has to kiss the human for it to take effect.”

“That makes sense now. So when they call you Alpha that means you’re the leader of this pack?”

“Yes.”

“I’m your mate so that means I’m the female Alpha?”

“Yes but we call it Luna. The mother to all in the pack, you help and support the Alpha with the pack as well as comfort the she-wolves.”

“You know some of this my mother explained this to me I never knew why though.”

“What do you mean?” Brian asks moving his tray to the foot of the bed and turning toward me.

“My mother before she left me she would tell me stories about wolves. She made sure to make the point that they were werewolves. I always thought the stories were fairy tales until my master would do weird things. After that I knew somethings in this world that was hiding from us humans were real and that not all of them were bad. Some were the real monsters and the others were the real heroes.” I move my tray to the foot of the bed and stood up. “My mother gave me this neckless telling me someone someday will understand.”

“Where’s your mother now?”

“Dead. I’m going to take a shower.” I say walking away from Brian. My back wasn’t in as much pain as it was last night I still held onto the wall just in case.

I walk to the sink and strip out of my clothes. I look to my right side taking off the large band aids I always put on to keep my tattoo hidden. I’ve left it on for so long I had black sticky square around the edges. I peel it off and throw it away. I turn around to head to the shower but Brian stops me.

“What is that?” He asks. I turn away hiding myself from him so he wouldn’t see me.

“It’s nothing.”

“Stop lying to me.” I look at him and turn toward him so he could see the tattoo. I covered my breasts with my arms and had one leg in front of the other. I felt embarrassed naked in front of him. I’m covered in scars and now a few bruises but I still barley know the man, well werewolf.”

“When did you get this?”

“The night I was bought. It’s my master’s seal. He said it won’t be activated until he marks me. I didn’t know what he meant but I was mainly scared of the man I always disobeyed him. I was told I have to have it willingly for everything to be perfect.” The seal is a black wolf with a black circle around it on the edges of the circle is daggers leading behind the wolf’s head. I feel Brain rub his finger across it. I shivered and the tattoo turned red. “What’s happening?” I say turning toward the mirror. It glows bright red and starts burning me. I collapse to the floor screaming holding onto my side.

“I’m sorry.” Brian says walking away from me out the bathroom door. The intense burning on my side makes me pass out just before I see Brian look at me with anger in his eyes.

“What did I do for him to be angry with him? Is he angry because I hid the seal mark? Is he mad because I’m not pure? What did I do wrong this time?” So many things ran through my head I didn’t know what to do.

I finally able to breath and everything is dark. ‘Where am I?’ I thought. I listen and hear nothing. I try to move but my hands but they are tired above me. My feet are tired to something keeping my legs apart. I hear footsteps getting closer to me and then a door opening. I’m scared that something is going to happen to me. I’m worried about what might be around me. I keep my breathing slow and calm so I can listen to my surroundings.

“No I want it on the right side. Yeah right there.” Some says. I feel hands on my right side of my body feels almost like someone it cleaning me. I feel a hand around my neck and heavy breathing next to my ear. “This seal will brand you and show others that you are MINE.” The man said to me grabbing my breast with his other hand pinching my nibble hard. I recognized the voice as my master. I feel my head forcefully being turned to my left. “If you bit I’ll make your life worse than what it is.” I feel something shoved into my mouth, I wanted to move away but the hand grabbing my head forcing me to move closer. I feel the object move in and out of my mouth. I heard a high ringing sound and then pain on my side. My skin burned and the pain shot throughout my body. I scream with this object in my mouth and it goes further in my mouth. I hear my master growl and grunt thrusting my head faster toward his sounds. After the high pitched ringing stopped I feel something shoot from the object in my mouth hitting the back of my throat filling up my mouth. It slowly pulls out of my mouth realizing he just f****d my mouth with his d**k made me spit everything out. He hits me across my face. “Next time you sallow!” He yells. I want to throw up, the pain in my side subsides but it was still there. I feel the blind fold come off my eyes. I focus my vision on the shadow standing at my feet. It was my master with an evil grin on his face. “Leave.” He says looking at an older man next to me. He gets up leaving the room and shutting the door behind him. I look at my master now climbing over me. “Now I need to finish the bonding seal.” He says forcefully shoving himself into me. I scream trying to pull myself away from him. He grabs a hold of my shoulders holding me down. As his face comes next to me I head butt him hard knocking him back. He holds his nose and I see blood running down his wrist. My eyes go wide not thinking this through. “b***h you got it now.” I scream louder as he shoves himself into my ass and his hand into my p***y.

I sit up fast breathing heavily. I look around and find a trash can, I get up and run to it. I empty my stomach into it and sit back. I look up in front of me to see Brian sitting at his desk looking down at me with worry in his eyes.

“I’m guessing she couldn’t handle the pain.” I hear from someone else in the room. I lean back to see around Brian’s desk and my eyes go wide. I go back to the trash can and dry heave into it. I move closer to Brian but I stay sitting on the floor. I look down at myself and I’m in my bathrobe. Brian must have done this.

“How much?” Brian says.

“She’s not for sale.” Master says back to him.

“Look you are not going to get her back. I will find a way to get it off. So just take it off and I’ll pay you for her. Then you leave here and never see her again.”

“Oh no Mr. Knight. It’s not that easy. That seal alone is a bonding seal, how else did I find my way here. Yes I had my men looking for her but all I did was wait for someone to touch it. I’m surprised it wasn’t sooner sense she’s a slut.” I hold myself hearing him talk the way he did. I feel Brian’s hand on my shoulder but I move it off of me. I’m still mad at him for what he did in the bathroom. I stand up moving my robe to cover my legs. I look at my master in the eyes and take a deep breath.

“I do not belong to you. I have never belonged to you. I know how to get this seal off. I know of two ways.”

“Oh really and what is that?” He says laughing at me.

“Death.” I say. He stops laughing sitting up in the chair straight and clearing his throat.

“What is the other method?”

“Death.” I say again pointing to him. “I want you to leave now.” I tell him. My master looks over to Brian but I didn’t move I didn’t even blink. He stands up buttons his suit jacket and walks out of the room. I stood straight until he walked out of the room. As soon as the door shut I felt my legs go week. I caught myself against the couch. Brian comes over to me grabbing my waist. “Don’t touch me!” I yell. He backs up away from me. I stand up and walk to the door. I open it and push past the men standing around. I walk toward the stairs just to be grabbed around my waist.

I’m spun around and I’m face to face with my master. I hate him so much. He smiles at me with his devilish smile. I reach to slap him and he grabs my wrist with his hand. My other hand is holding on to his arm to keep him from pulling me into him. “I will have you back.” He tells me licking his lips eyeing me up and down.

“No you will not.” I tell him. He laughs and leans in to kiss me. I make it look like I was going to kiss him too but I smash my head into his as hard as I can. My forehead connected with his nose. He pushes me away making me off balance and I land on my butt. Some of Brian’s men surround me before my master could do anything.

“You stupid b***h!” He covers his nose with his hands yelling at me. I stand up pushing 1 of the men out of the way.

“It’s not like it’s the first time I’ve broken your nose. You lay another hand on me I’ll rip your balls off and make you eat them before you bleed out to death.” I hear Brian stand behind me. “Leave this house NOW!” I yell. I didn’t know what came over me but when I said the word ‘now’ I felt stronger. The men around me shook at that word as well. I watch my master leave and his men follow after him.

“Thank you men. I’ll be heading to my room now.”

“You’re welcome Luna.” They say to me bowing. I look at Brian and turn around to walk up the stairs. As soon as I walk down the hall I sped up a bit wanting to get to my room. I push open my door and a maid is in here cleaning.

“I’m sorry Luna I’m almost done.”

“Sorry.” I say running past her into the bathroom. I shut and lock the door. I slam my back against the door breathing heavy trying to keep myself together. I slide down the door feeling my chest tighten. I lay on the floor unable to hold my nasty crying in. My heart hurt, my body ached, my head pounded, I let out my screams, and I let my ugly nasty crying come out. As my memories flooded my mind of my master I knew his death or my death was the only thing that can break and get rid of the seal. His death was impossible for me. I kept running from him because I failed at killing myself. I have deep and surface scars to prove it.

I hear the door open and I look up. I had rolled around from my pain and ended up in the middle of the bathroom. Brian walks over to me placing a hand on my head. I look into his eyes remembering the look he gave me after touching the seal. I let loose again against the floor. I couldn’t stop crying as I reach to my chest pulling on my robe wishing the tightness and pain to leave me. I feel myself being pulled into warm safe arms. I feel the tightness lessen around my heart, the pain dull a bit, my head stopped pounding. My heavy breathing stopped as I welcomed his embrace. After a while I ended up falling asleep in his arms from exhaustion.