~Callahan~
Monday morning couldn't come fast enough. Even if I couldn't talk to Torrin, I could still look at him. I don't even know what came over me on the weekend. Everything happened so quickly. I've always told myself I'm not gay. That I didn't like Torrin, I just liked to look at him. But once Lela called Torrin my lover boy, I couldn't keep lying to myself. I was more mad at myself than at him for keeping it a secret. 'Cause I did the same thing. I never admitted it. At least he knew. And wasn't ashamed to tell me. Then, once I had him completely alone in my bedroom, everything just came out. Now I don't think I could go a day without seeing him. Even yesterday, I made him videochat me before we went to bed. He couldn't stop blushing when he saw I didn't have a shirt on. That made
