Two strong Alphas

chapter 12: happy?

            The next morning 

Again my bed didn't feel empty. And I like that I was so used to waking up by myself with nobody by my side and as much as I hate to admit it i actually feel something. But I wont let him know that because he hurt me and changed me forever.As, I am stuck in my own thoughts Ryan wakes up and looked at me again with those heartless eyes, but also eyes full of regret.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to fall asleep here" he said

"it's fine , but shouldn't you get going now?"

"Yeah I guess I should" he got up and i had totally forgot he didn't have a shirt on so his whole muscular body showed. My wolf was going crazy, but i pushed my emotions back because I won't let them get the best of me.

 I headed to the kids room after i had gotten ready and dressed and Ryan was there. I didn't want to ruin the moment so I just left and texted him that I wouldn't be able to be there, but I wished him a safe trip back.

I had to go visit many packs and just manage the treaty of course I always had to protect the weak packs, which was so annoying but I had to do what I had to do.

I get back home around 5:00 pm and of course the first thing I do is go see my babies. And they were dressed already.

"hi, mama" jordan said clapping his hands

"hi my babies" I said with a big smile on my face they really were the most important thing that ever hapened to me.

Then all of a sudden I felt a strange like something bad was coming and my first instinct was to call ryan.

"hello"

"Ryan i need you to come back."

"Why?"

I have a bad feeling something bad is going to happen and if something happens to me I need you to be there with them."

He let out a small growl.

"i'm on my way" he said and hung up

1 hour later...

He had finally arrived, the kids also felt the same way I did.

"hey how are the kids?" he said

" Not good they feel the same thing as me and the feeling gets stronger and stronger."

" What do you think it might be?"

" I don't know all i'm hoping is that whatever happens I survive."

' DON'T SAY THAT< NOTHING WILL HAPPEN TO YOU AS LONG AS I AM HERE" he said as loud as he could probably.

" AND WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT. YOU KNOW WHAT I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I CALLED YOU?"I stormed off to my room before I did something I would regret.

Once I went into my room i started to ruin everything i let my wolf take over me. Then I felt a tight squeeze ony my hands. HIM

"LET ME GO"

"WHY WOULD I DO THAT"

"BECAUSE I f*****g TOLD YOU SO NOW LET ME GO BEFORE I DO SOMETHING I WON't REGRET" I said getting way more furious.

"WHY?"

"WHY WON"T YOU JUST GIVE IN"

"BECAUSE I'M NOT WEAK" I said

" what is so wrong with being weak. my only weakness is you and my kids"

" is that such a bad weakness to have because ever since i have you back in my life even if it's such a short period of time i don't regret anything because i will try my hardest to be with you" he said with such emotion and honesty.

" I want you too"

"but i can't let you get the best of me again"