Ben and Heath stayed until everyone had left, eventually mom opened Kate's bedroom door and allowed Kate's husband to go inside and collect a few things he may want of hers. It was heart wrenching to watch, especially seeing the way he held her shirt to his face inhaling the scent and dropping to his knees sobbing. It's hard to watch a grown man cry over his new bride, especially when it's your sister. When Ben left with Heath, it felt so quiet and empty. I slept in until four and didn't bother getting up even after I'd woken up. There was a lot of crying and everyone seemed to just want to be alone. It went on like this for a couple days before Dad finally forced us all to sit together at the table. Pushing the carrots around on the plate, I felt my stomach turn at the thought of the

