The water sank the ship, my feet got stuck in one of the crevices of its planks, I couldn't get it out, I was begging Diane to leave me and survive himself, but he refused badly, It was our last kiss and the sweetest one , I no longer feel my body, I think I am near to leave this life, at least I wasn't forced to marry someone I don't have feelings for...
Bright light, and a deafening loud noise, that was the last I heard.
I felt a warm hand touch my forehead, I opened my eyes with a faint shiver, the place was almost dark, only two candles were on the side of the bed which I was in.
A twenty-five-year-old man, his eyes were as dark as the night, he was holding my hand as loverd do, his beard was not too long, and his appearance suggested that he was one of those high class.
"Celara, are you okay?"
He asked anxiously.
I tried to get up slowly, he helped me to sit up, my whole body ached me.
"You fainted in the middle of the party, tell me, for God's sake, don't be quite like that?"
He aked while he clenched his fist on my hand,
" Uh!"
I made a faint voice, then he relaxed his fist littel and said
"Are you still angry with me?"
he asked.
My mind can't comprehend,
"what's going on in front of me, Where am I?
Who is this guy?
All of my memories are blurred, I gradually lose consciousness,
Did I survive from death or am I dreaming?" i asked myself.
Lots of questions running through my mind.
i closed my eyes not knowing whay to do i gave up.
I think it was morning, the c**k crowing was very annoying, I got up from my bed, heading towards the window, the view was beautiful, it was spring and all the flowers were decorated in their most beautiful way, I looked at the room where I was in, it has very strange style, I went to the mirror,
".Is this is me?
no impossible!
What is this short black hair?
Where is my skinny waist?
Why are my eyes brown?
Whose body am I in?
Is it possible that I was revived again?
This is not coincidental, impossible!
Where is Diane?"
I asked myself.
I headed towards the steps of the room looking for any trace that would lead me to the owner of this body.
I found out a note book, written on it:
" Hi its me!
Celara is talking to you, today is the 22nd of April 2010 I met a nice guy in the market, he protected me from thieves, his name was Donnie, I think I liked him from first sight.
July 20th, we meet again, my heart still beats since seeing him.
Our meetings were a lot and the reasons were many, including what happened by chance , the both of us were trying and planning to see each other in any way, we ended up in the city of lovers lost.
Yes, we both expressed our feelings to each other, and now we are in constant contact, but the social difference between us is incomparable, he is from one of the prestigious families in the city of Sanriku, and I am just a maid in one of the palaces on the outskirts of the city.
I wish we could be together..."
"My God!
Her story is exactly like what happened to me, it is unreasonable for me to repeat it twice" i said.
My thoughts were interrupted by that man's voice from yesterday,
"Why did get out of bed, Celara!
Are you OK?"
He asked in fear.
"It's okay, I'm fine."
I said as I looked at his eyes, they were wide and had a special luster.
" why my heart beat like this?"
i asked myself .
r
he approached me and said:
" i was worried about you, Ah!
if you knew, my feelings girl?
he said softlyb.the he put his head on my shoulder,
suddenly a feeling like electricity ran through my body, a slight tremor with every word he said, I think that this girl's heart loves this man,
I couldn't stand for long while we were in that position, so I backed away I almost fell, he grabbed me by my waist, then slowly pulled me towards him, his smelled like fruits, strong and fragrant,
"Hold on girl!"
he said smilling at me.
"Do you love me?"
I asked
"Is it reasonable to ask me about this question, a now ?
It wouldn't make any sense if I told you I love you, without love embodied in my actions its got be meanless, the love is not by feeling alone, and exchanging flirting phrases."
He said with a soft voice,
"Was my question not clear to you?"
I asked,
"Wouldn't you be comfortable just to hearing it?"
he answered,
I looked at him and said " Forget about it. I do not want to know."
I turned around and wanted to go outside the room, I don't know, but my tears alone started to flow,
"why I was touched by his words, even though they were just words.
Why all this pain?
I am not understanding myself."
i was thinking.
He grabbed my hand and said :
"Wait a moment !
Our conversation did not end?
And you are not leaving any where?"
He asked.
Then he pulled me towards him, his hands were hugging me tightly, his embrace was warm.
He whispered:
"The nobles in my family always express their feelings, even if those feelings were not true.
Aren't you afraid that I'm going to lie to you?"
he whispered,
I cried even more after hearing this words,
"Why that girl keeps a picture with this provocative man, how can she love someone like him!"
i was wondering.
A feeling of that I will lose consciousness soon, my legs are unable to hold my body, my strength fails,
He shouted by my name," Celara!
come on hold!
wake up?
I'm so sorry for messing with you,
You know I do care a bout you !"
he said .
I couldn't open my eyes, as much as I was happy to hear him saying he cares about me . I was so glad...
The moring came quickly.
I opened my eyes, i found him sleeping next to me, I slowly touched his hair with my right hand, it was so soft , he moved a little, then he grabbed my hand and hugged it kissing it slowly
. his movement confused me a little, I tried to pull my hand quitely.
But he was holding me tight.
"You know I feel like you're here but you're not, like you're someone else"
, he said in a sleepy voice.
I looked at his face cautiously, he fell into a deep sleep, he looked so sweet, like a hamster sleeping on a green meadow in a flowering season full of the fragrance of its flowers.
I was looking at him without taking my eyes off him even for a moment, feeling his hair sometimes and just staring at his long eyelashes.
"Why you loved a man like him, Celara!" i said
I got up from the bed, trying not to wake him, I was looking at the room carefully, this world is different from ours, the painting on the walls, and the floor that reflects the reflection of my image whenever I look at it, I wanted to take a shower, so I kept looking for the bathroom around, I found it in the last corner of the spacious room, I entered it my eyes were filled with astonishment, it was so white and bright,
"where's the big bathtub,
where are the maids in charge of it,"
i said.
I got out of the shower because I couldn't use those techniques they were new for me.
I had started to take off my clothes, I only stayed in my underwear which was new to me, I walked towards the mirror, and looked at my new self, a mole in the middle of my chest, a tattoo on my shoulder bearing the symbol of a crown and a sword, her body I mean my new body in proportion, more important than how I will dress That short dress again.