In To Your Arm

Chapter 2

I looked at him, his words broke my heart,

“Things don’t work like this,”

I said sadly ,

"My dear, I do not reject the feelings between us, but our society will stand against our love, our family will never recognize our relationship, and this will cause great losses to both of us, i am ready to lose every thing but I can never bear to lose you for you are my only love, so please dear, understand me. We have to be a part, it hurts me but be sure that we'll meet one day, maybe in another world we can be a couple,"

Diane said while there are tears in his eyes.

He stood by me kissing me gently, he wore me a silver necklace,then he whispered,

"I love you Lana, be well always, never think that you are a lone i am always with you. "

He said with a sad voice.

I could not move, my tongue was knotted, as if I had lost my ability to speak, he had gone and i was over crying , my eyes turn red , i hardly hold myself , the pain grow bigger and bigger by every step i walk towards the palace, as my heart was bleeding , i felt like all the bad in this world joined my fate .

"Is it the end of our love?

Was it really over!

God No!

Please god only one other chance, Just give me the power to face them all, i am weak as a dust in stormy night. " i cry out loud.

It was a long way back to the palace, every moment passes as if it was the last.

In the palace

When I entered my room I did not want to meet any of my family, they did not hear me when i was in need of them and I did not try to convince them for I was so afraid, yes I was weak I did not dare to oppose their decision, yes I deserve what happens to me.

That night i cried a lot as if there is no new day will come.i thought i fall asleep...

I wake with longing to see my darling, i was hopless , i walked up slowly towards the window sitting at its edge , i heard some one knocking on my room's door, i have not a mood to let any one in.

The nocking was getting louder, i alowed her to be in.

My sister get in my room, She saw my pathetic situation, then she hugged me tight, i was like a lost child between her arms.

"Run away, Lana go to a far place,"

that's all on my mind.

"It will be all right."

My sister Sandey whispered in my ear. She was dressing in blue, her green eyes were sparking . She wiped my tears and said,

"Look at the half full of the glass , i have heard that you will marry a prince, I am sure that you will love him by time he will make you happy, trust me, "

my sister Sandeu said as she patted my shoulder, she was trying to hide her sadness, she was trying to console me,

I smiled and looked at her.

" If you weren't near me, I would have committed a crime against

myself, "

i said,

"Sister!

Don't say it again, did you forget we're family?

come on, wipe these tears away and let's go out for pancakes, I'm sure you'll injoy them." Sandey said.

we went to the dinning room but the food had become tasteless, in that night I decided to escape, and I arranged all what was necessary to go away, to where I would be by myself, perhaps my pain would be gone and I would find peace. I decided to travel by ship across the Atlantic Ocean to one of those distant continents.

I fail in love, i failed of being a princess.

Uncle Johnny, and swordsman Raf Lenoch, helped me to get out of the palace at two o'clock in the morning, I was on the ship, which set sail at four o'clock in the morning, I never cared about my destination i just wanted to give up everything that I had.

Sorry for you all, but i can not hold on any more.

I had covered myself with a cloak to hide my facial features, so that no one would recognize me. I wore the clothes of the poor class, I was sitting near, two elderly women, one of whom was knitting a dress .that I think was for her grandson. She was a short woman, with smiling face, though it was full of wrinkles.

Things were going well, the weather was stable, it's the first time I've traveled far from my home alone, I was taking a nap that included Diane's presence and his beautiful words that I couldn't forget, suddenly the ship started moving in a strange and frightening way, the passengers on the second floor are all They came out screaming,

"Save your life!"

some of the strong men said .

"there's a storm coming, we're close to the f*******n border.

Hurry up!" an other one said sharply.

The water started to leak , most of the passengers were able to leave the ship through the lifeboats, I had no desire to move, basically I am a dead body with a worn out body, death is more merciful to me than my life. Everyone was screaming, i sat down ...

Someone grabbed my hand, then he hugged me from behind,he walked me to the wall, he peeled off his face uncovering my scarf , he came close to my cheek, he kiss me as the old days ,

"Did you thought I'd leave you alone?

Didn't I tell you I'd always be with you?"

Diane asked with angry voice mix with longing,

My heart beat doesn't stop, I was agitated, I cried as much as i can, i looked at him , his eyes were shining, his hands were warm,

"why did you follow me?

didn't you say we should part?

Why do you care about my fate?"

I asked,

"Because we're the one i do love, you will never pass away a lone, i will go with you to any place you go even if its into hell, baby i love you "

he said,

But the water's up to our knees, he grabbed my hand and pulled us up stairs.