As soon as I got home, I wanted to take a hot shower to ease my exhausted body and mind...Today I had just too much... ... I don't know what I want or what I should do next...
When I saw Chris with that girl, I felt like my heart shattered to pieces... When their lips locked together and when Chris's hand went inside her skirt, I knew what I want and what I should do...
I wanted to leave that awful place and never return. Also, I knew what I should do next is give up! Give up on him and my naïve, helpless crush for him...
I have kept myself untouched for whole this time, I even haven't had my first kiss... For me, having s*x is not just about fulfilling a basic human need. It is sacred! It is the way you commit yourself to the person you love... Love is the most beautiful bond any two
