Chapter 17
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Y/N's P.O.V
I took a deep breath and spoke
Me: "so it all started when I was 7"
I looked at yoongi and he was calming listening to me while I was still on his embrace
Me: "We were friends since we were in diapers and I had a little crush on him since I was seven...we grew up together with each other's company. He was always there for me in each and every up and down through my every thin and thick moments. He would save me from bullies, used to always cheer me up whenever I was sad, in fact he even saved my life thrice. I always used to admire him."
I smile made its way on my lips while recalling our memories
Flashback
Little Yeonjun: "Y/nie Y/nie....look there"
The nine year old Yeonjun jumped up and down while pointing at the rainbow
Little Y/n: "Indeed very beautiful"
I said as I admired him but he suddenly turned around and looked at me
Little Yeonjun: "Oh ho y/nie I know I am very beautiful but I was talking about the rainbow"
Yeonjun said as I got a bit embarrassed and admired the rainbow with him
...........
Y/n: "AACHOOO"
The elever year Y/n sneezed loudly. Soon the eleven year old boy entered the room with some soups and meds
Yeonjun: "I would like to say God bless you but he already did that by gifting you with such a cute, handsome and caring best-friend"
Yeonjun said as he flipped his nonexistent long hairs while I just chuckled but deep inside I know I was broken I mean who would want their crush to friend-zone them
.............
I was huffing in anger seeing the new transfer student and Yeonjun talking and walking here and there. That girl was clinging on his arms and he didn't even pushed her away
Yeonjun: "Y/niee"
Yeonjun whines only to get ignored by me
Yeonjun: "YAHHH!! what happened tell me"
He said and stomped on the ground like a little kid while I just glared at him while stepping forward
Me: "Why don't you just go and ask that new friend of yours...go go she might be lonely"
I huffed and hitted his chest non-stop but after a few seconds he took a hold of my hands and pulled me in a tight hug
Yeonjun: "Ufff is my puppy jealous"
..............
Me: "Ahhh go away"
I said as I hid myself inside the blanket but Yeonjun being stubborn didn't listen to me and slipped in the blankets as well
Yeonjun: "Puppy.......is it hurting ?"
He asked as he slowly rubs his hands on my lower abdomen while I turned towards him and hugged him tightly while nodding
Yeonjun: "Aww mah puppy do you want chocolates and chips ?"
Yeonjun questioned me
Me: "and cuddles too"
I said and pouted while he chuckled
............
I was brought to the hospital because I fainted out of nowhere. I slowly gained conscious but I saw Yeonjun tightly holding onto my hand tightly as some tears escaped his eyes. I was about to call for him but stopped myself when I heard him speaking
Yeonjun: "W-why d-do you always worry me huh!? I got so worked up when you fainted out of nowhere"
He took a deep breath and again started speaking
Yeonjun: "As y-you are sleeping right now I-I am just gonna say it because my coward self will never let me say it aloud in front you.............I-I love you Y/nieee"
He sadly chuckled and continued
Yeonjun: "You might find it funny but I have been in love with you for years now. I never confessed because I didn't want to ruin our friendship but I love you dearly my puppy. I love you more than I love myself and just want to be with you for my whole life I know its a bit too early to commit this you are just fifteen and I am only sixteen but trust me I am ready to spend my whole life with you, I want to make so many memories with you, I wanna do all those cheesy and coupley things that other couples do. I wanna have kids with you in the future and give my everything to you"
He confessed his love for me...This is the moment I was waiting for since the past eight years. His voice was visibly shaky and he was stuttering so much while sniffing.
I smiled and extended my other hand to wipe his tears. He was taken back as soon as my hand made contact with his cheeks
Yeonjun: "Y-Y/n"
Me: "hmmm ??"
I asked while wiping his tears away and slowly sitting up as he helped me
Yeonjun: "Y-you we-were up all this w-while ?"
Me: "Yes"
I said and smiled brightly at him while he was embarrassed and just looked down
Me: "Look at me"
He slowly looked at me with his red teary eyes and that plum lips. I directly looked at him in the eyes and spoke while caressing his cheeks
Me: "I love you too"
Yeonjun gasped and asked me
Yeonjun: "You do ??"
I smiled and nodded which brought an immediate smile on his face
Yeonjun: "Since when ?"
Me: "For eight years"
I said and looked down
Yeonjun: "Eight years"
He asked in a shocked tone while I just nodded feeling embarrassed
Yeonjun: "Why didn't you confessed ?"
He enquired
Me: "Umm the reason as yours"
I said and scratched my nape.
And then our day went by Yeonjun hugging and laying his head on my lap while crying and whining about how he wished to confess his love for me romantically on a dinner date but it ended up as an accident.
............
Me and Yeonjun were at the library studying for our upcoming exams. When I suddenly felt thirsty so I drank some water and offered some to him as well but he refused.
I thought that he wasn't drinking water because I already drank from that bottle though it was common for us to use the same spoon and bottle since childhood but I don't know why this thought passed my mind so took the bottle and wiped it with a tissue before handing him the bottle again.
He looked at me and took the bottle keeping it on the table he attached his lips to mine and that's how we had our first kiss
End of Flashback
Me: "So that's how we was...........We were together since childhood and dated for almost two years.......Now how can you expect me to move on from him"
I said and again sobbed hard while clutching on Yoongi oppa's shirt
Time Skip
(Still Y/n's P.O.V)
Finally we all were back to Seoul after a week of vacation. Now all of us are preparing to go back to school. I need to catch up a lot, I need to visit the lab, I need to issue several books from the library and prepare for the next semester as well.
'ughhh just too much work'
I was just studying when I heard a knock on the door
Me: "come in"
I shouted and continued with my studies. Soon I heard the door opening and without even glancing who it is I just shouted because I know it's probably gonna be one of my brother from the hyung line as the maknae line isn't humble enough to knock before entering
Me: "if this is not something important then you better get out of my room before my slippers come flying to kiss your face. I am trying to study here"
???: "Doll"
I freezed hearing that calm and sweet voice
Me: "sugar"
I mumbled under my breath
???: "Y/n.....Y/NNNN"
I heard someone shouting my name and I immediately come back to reality and looked up
Me: "huh! Why in the bloody hell you are shouting oppa ??"
Yoongi: "I wouldn't have if you answered me in once"
He said and scoffed and in return I just sighed and answered
Me: "What is it oppa ?"
Yoongi: "Dinner is ready doll"
Me: "do-doll ?"
Yoongi: "W-why do-don't you like it ?"
He said it and his tone held a hint of nervousness. I smiled warmly at him and shook my head
Me: "I love it"
He smiled warmly at me and again said
Yoongi: "Let's go then others are waiting for us"
I just smiled a bit and said
Me: "I am not hungry you all eat"
He sighed and sat on my bed, taking my hand in his he said
Yoongi: "Listen here doll.....We can try right ?? I will help you out...just trust me"
Me: "But even whats the use of it I am anyways gonna end up throwing up each and every thing that I ate"
I said and looked down
Yoongi: "Let's just start from small amounts hmm"
Me: "Fine"
I gave up
Flashback
It's been quite a few moments since I started speaking about me and Yeonjun
Yoongi: "But how did you get eating disorders ?"
Me: "Its just I used to get bullied about my weight in childhood so as time passed I developed an eating disorder"
Yoongi oppa patted my back and spoke up
Yoongi: "we will get through this together"
End of flashback
We made our way towards the dining table where other's were waiting for us. I sat in between Yoongi oppa and Taehyung oppa and we all started serving ourselves. Yoongi oppa served some soup to me and said
Yoongi: "Here doll....have some soup"
As soon as Yoongi oppa called me doll we heard a loud bang. We all turned our eyes towards Hoseok who was burning in anger
Hoseok: "Woah hyung...you easily moved on from here"
He scoffed and glared at me before heading upstairs while ignoring his brothers calling him
But the question is who is 'She'
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