POV Sammy
with the festival, just a few days off, and alpha lark breathing down my neck I felt much better to be in my own home than being around Kacy, plus his beta Alexander terrified me somewhere deep in my mind, in a place I had built walls around to keep myself from breaking, but with just one look at him, I was a deer in the headlights.
I know I told Kacy I would give him a chance but I don't know my brain says run but my heart says stay with him, it was so confusing.
Luna Zoey had decided after my incident with the rouge I needed to work from home, my body has healed but I still felt off like some days, I sometimes wake in a cold sweat and I swear I can still feel the beast's fangs tearing into my shoulder.
waking up this morning had been particularly difficult, I had drank enough whiskey the night before to kill a horse.
my head was pounding, my eyes blurred, and as I swung my legs off my bed to get up, everything spun.
"ughhhhhh fuckkkkk" I screamed into the open air.
which earned me a head tilt from the boys sitting patiently at the foot of my bed.
"yes I know breakfast, I'm coming"
I mumble and grab my robe.
"good morning princess" Kacy mused from my doorway, "how are you feeling this morning love?" he asked.
"I'm alright just woke up from a terrible hangover" I admitted rubbing my temples.
"well you're lucky I came over early because you're going to need some food in you otherwise you won't be able to get through today," he said smirking.
"Thanks, but um how did you get into my apartment?" it was an honest question, I know he hadn't been there when I fell asleep.
"Dan, "he said in a huff, turning from me.
I will have to remind myself to kill Dan later.
Kacy had already fed the boys and taken them for a run, I was a horrible pet parent.
I followed him out to my breakfast bar that was attached to my kitchen, my head pounding with each step.
the stool felt way too high but alas I sat down, and immediately laid my forehead on the cold marble table top.
"you know little mouse if you didn't drink till you passed out you would be prepared for today"
Kacy warned as he poured some water for me, I took the bottle gratefully from him, gulped half the bottle then wiped my mouth.
"I guess I am a bit worse for wear" I shrugged, he chuckled, and he set his cup down beside me.
"And here I thought you would be excited for tonight and the festivities" he commented.
"What are you talking about?" I groaned,
Kacy's eyebrows raised, "Sammy what day is it?" he teased.
"don't treat me like a child, I know what day of the week it is" he was making my head hurt even worse with his cryptic questions.
"so tell me"Kacy prompted
"it's Friday" I replied giving him my best cocky smile.
"no," he said flatly.
"what do you mean no?"
"It's Sunday and the night of the full moon festival, and if you hadn't been drinking and ignoring everything and everyone all week you would know that" he growled at me anger suddenly filled his gaze.
"It's none of your business how I spend my time, or how much I drink!!" I lashed out at him, the room was suddenly filled with heaviness.
"watch how you speak to me little mouse!" he exclaimed
rising from his seat, his anger boiling in his blue eyes.
I was so pissed off at him that I couldn't speak, my hands balling into tight fists on my lap, my knuckles white.
Then he did something completely unexpected, and yet something utterly amazing too.
He reached out grabbing my chin in his steel-like grip.
I gasped and let out a small yelp when he roughly jerked me up looking straight into my eyes.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you" he apologized quickly.
I swallowed hard trying to calm down my breathing.
"no it's fine I shouldn't have yelled" I responded.
Kacy nodded, releasing my chin, "now you listen closely to me little mouse: you are going to sit in here and eat, and tonight you're going to accompany me to this festival"
I was shocked I was supposed to be working at the festival not attending it,
"I can't" I whispered.
"yes you can!" he barked
"I'm sorry but I have responsibilities" I tried reasoning with him, but he didn't seem to be swayed.
"You have no responsibilities here little mouse; you are staying right by me. I and larkson still don't know where the rouge came from, I will not put your safety at risk" he stated firmly.
"but-"
"do as I say!" he roared and stood from the stool his hands now on his hips staring down at me in anger.
I held my breath my eyes meeting his blue ones, my heart racing as his scent wafted around me making my insides turn into mush, my body heating up under his gaze.
I know he could scent my aroused state, his eyes turning obsidian, and he gave me a warning growl.
"Fine, I will go" I murmured.
he smiled and placed a light kiss on my cheek, "thank you little mouse" he smiled.
I wanted to say something but I kept quiet.
Kacy picked up his coffee cup and was making his way out of the kitchen when he bent his lips to my ear,
"don't hide your excitement, and don't try to run because I love a good hunt" his husky voice spoke his hot breath washing over my ear causing me to shiver.
then he was walking right into my bedroom.
"oh my god, oh god oh god..." I started to mutter to myself as I stood frozen on the spot.
I could hear him rummaging around in the closet until his deep raspy voice filled the room again
"Why do you have such boring clothes...?" he trailed off.
"you can't wear anything in here" he whined.
" I'm gonna have to call Anya" I felt like he was more talking to himself than me now as I came up behind him to see h throwing the contents of my walk-in all over my bed.
"Kacy I have a dress I'm wearing luna picked it out it's on the top shelf in that box I never even got a chance to open it before the accident, and she has a wonderful fashion sense" I sighed, making my way passed him and his giant mess, I tried to reach the box but I was just out of my reach, even on my tip toes it was no use.
"wait let me help" Kacy muttered moving past me and reaching for the box.
"Kacy what are you doing" I questioned with furrowed eyebrows.
"I'll help you with getting dressed tonight I just need to find myself something to match you," he said with a smile handing me the large box, great he wanted to match me I swear he was just an angry-looking love-struck puppy.
"well open it" he insisted.
I set the box down on the corner of my bed and pushed back the lid, I gasped at the beautiful pale blue floor-length gown. it seemed to
shimmer under the dimmed light in my room, it had a sweetheart neckline, and it went to the ground, the skirt was very long and flowy with intricate gold embroidery, and it would hug my waist beautifully. it was perfect I looked like how I imagined moonlight to appear.
"your right she has amazing taste" Kacy eyed the dress lovingly.
"a gown fit for the moon fairy Luna"
He said proudly.
I turned back to him with wide eyes.
"I told you not to call me that I'm not your Luna!" I groaned.
I knew that title wasn't meant to be wasted on me,
"come here" he pulled me close and wrapped his arms tightly around me as he embraced me tightly.
"Kacy " I mumbled to him hugging me closer.
I heard him hum lightly in response and we were still hugging.
We stayed like that for a while until Kacy broke away to lay on my bed pulling me along.
"I don't want anything else but you by my side," he said placing kisses all along my jawline and neck.
"Kacy please just one thing, why me? I'm not a wolf you can have literally anyone"
"you're not a human either" Kacy laughed pressing a kiss to the crook of my shoulder.
"yeah but I'm not a wolf and you're a wolf" I sighed.
"I don't care" he replied softly, his lips trailing up and down my neck.
"Kace" I whimpered.
"mmmm?" he hummed.
"you don't need me"
"stop saying stupid things like that," he said sharply, he stopped kissing me and stared at me, "look at me" he demanded.
I did so reluctantly.
"You're wrong little mouse, You are special to me, I don't want anything or anyone else"
I blushed, I could feel my face warming up, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath trying to steady myself from his intense stare.
"Promise me one thing, promise me that when we are alone like this, you won't hide anything from me," he asked quietly,
"I promise" I mumbled barely able to get the words out.
His arms tightened their hold on me, "good girl" he whispered as he kissed me again, and again until he finally rolled me onto my back.
He pulled away and stared at my red face, his expression softening when our gazes connected,
"let me have you Little mouse" he chuckled gently stroking my cheeks with his thumbs.
I stared unable to speak, a heat wave rushing over my body. his large rough hands gripping my waist, I closed my eyes letting my head fall back, as his lips met mine hungrily sucking my bottom lip between his teeth, then his tongue slid in slowly teasing my mouth and exploring every inch, he tasted me, tasting me as I tasted him.
I opened my mouth allowing his tongue inside, he tasted of coffee, mints, whiskey, and cinnamon, he tasted delicious.
I moaned softly as his tongue continued roaming over mine.
he lifted his hand from my hip to cup my breast, his thumb swiping across my sensitive n****e, I whimpered and bit my lower lip at the tingling sensation.
He groaned against my mouth at the sound, he ran his hand down to my stomach, squeezing the firmness between his fingers.
he leaned down and started sucking on the skin below my ear, sending tingles all the way to my groin.
"oh f**k Kacy wait" I breathed as his hands moved lower and found their way between my legs.
"little mouse you smell so good" he hummed against my skin.
My eyes squeezed shut in pleasure, Kacy's lips left my neck leaving a trail of fire in their wake.
"Kacy stop" I moaned.
Kacey paused, his warm breath fanning across my collarbone making me shudder underneath his touch.
"What is it you want me to do kitten?" he said, I opened my eyes to meet his deep dark ones, they glistened with hunger, lust, and desire.
"I don't know," I said honestly, "I've never done this" I admitted embarrassed as my blush crept across my cheeks.
"it's ok" he smirked leaning forward pressing a gentle kiss to my forehead, his large hand resting on my waist pulling me closer, "we'll start small baby let's see what you like," he said huskily against my ear.
I let out a shaky sigh, a moan escaped my lips as his fingers began to tease my folds opening them, and then sliding inside me.
"yes, kitten" he groaned against my neck, his large hand pressed against my thigh keeping my leg spread wider for him, "that's it baby just move like that" he urged.
my body was on fire; my body was burning for him.
I threw my head back giving him access to my throat as he thrust his finger deeper inside me while his other hand massaged my breast.
"ah, Kacy" I moaned out his name like a prayer.
his fingers thrusting deeply inside my hot s*x the pressure building in my stomach, he was so deep and suddenly pain rocked through my body causing me to pull back and let out a soft cry.
"What?!" he cried tightening his grip on my leg.
"ow! ow!" I grunted in pain biting my lip to keep the cries in,
he immediately released my leg and sat up,
"you okay baby?" he asked concerned as he placed both hands on my face staring straight into my eyes as if asking if I really hurt.
his eyes full of alarm as he look at his hand and the small trail of blood that coated them.
"When you said you've never done this did you mean that you've never been with anyone? sexually?" he asked his voice shaking slightly, I could practically hear the fear laced in those words.
"yes, I did mean that Kacy I'm sorry if I made you think otherwise" I smiled as reassuringly as possible.
"why didn't you say something?" he said running his hands through his hair anxiously.
"Who would want to sleep with a 28-year-old virgin" I sighed
.
"baby if I'd known you weren't ready you wouldn't have had to go through all that trouble" he groaned pulling me towards him wrapping his arm tight around my waist.
"I'm just happy you didn't reject me," he said snuggling into him.
"I'll learn to be gentle we can go at your pace"
he promised laying his chin on my head.
"thank you" I murmured smiling.
"Are you hungry?" he asked.
"Starving" I grumbled, after everything that happened I forgot to eat.
"let's go find something to eat, not hear tho I saw your fridge" he commented, I rolled my eyes
" It's not that bad"
"I think I saw something moving in there!" he teased, I slapped him gently on the shoulder which earned me a booming laugh.
"you're such a brat" he growled playfully.
"I love you"