I woke up drowning.Not in water, in fire. Flames that didn't burn, that wrapped around my throat like hands, pulling me down into darkness that tasted like smoke and ash and something ancient I had no name for. A voice echoed through the dream, deep and consuming, "I will find you."I jerked awake with a gasp, tangled in my sheets, my heart hammering against my ribs. My tiny bedroom was dark except for the glow of the streetlight filtering through the blinds, casting prison-bar shadows across the walls. 3:47 AM. Same time as always."Damn it," I breathed, pressing my palms against my eyes.The nightmares had started three weeks ago. Always the same, fire, darkness, that voice promising things I didn't want to understand. I'd tried everything. melatonin, white noise, leaving the lights on like a scared kid. Nothing worked. I still woke up every night at 3:47, feeling like something was hunting me.My therapist would probably say it was stress, late-stage capitalism anxiety or whatever. I worked two jobs, lived in a shoebox apartment in Brooklyn with a roommate I barely knew, and had exactly $300 in my savings account. Plenty of reasons for my subconscious to throw a fit.Except it didn't feel like stress.It felt like a warning.I dragged myself out of bed, my oversized NYU shirt, bought from a thrift store, hanging off one shoulder. My white hair looked like a rat's nest. I caught my reflection in the mirror above my dresser and grimaced. I looked like I'd been through a blender, dark circles under my amber eyes, skin too pale, like I was slowly fading into a ghost."You look like hell, Sera," I muttered.From the other room, I heard Maya's alarm go off, followed by aggressive snoozing. She had a morning shift at the hospital. I had opening shift at Turning Pages, the used bookstore on 5th Avenue where I spent most of my waking hours surrounded by the smell of old paper and coffee.I shuffled to the bathroom, flicked on the light, and immediately regretted it. The fluorescent bulb buzzed overhead, way too bright, making my headache worse. I turned on the tap, splashed cold water on my face, and gripped the edges of the sink.Get it together.But my hands were shaking.They'd been doing that more lately. Little tremors I couldn't control, usually when I was tired or anxious, which was basically always. I stared at them under the running water, watching the way my fingers twitched."Maybe I should see a doctor," I said to my reflection.My reflection didn't answer, which was probably for the best.I dried my face, avoiding looking at myself too long, something about mirrors lately made me uncomfortable. I headed back to my room to get dressed.Maya was already in the kitchen, the smell of burnt toast hitting me before I even made it through the doorway. She stood at the counter in her scrubs, aggressively scraping blackened bread over the sink, muttering curses under her breath."Morning," I said, grabbing a granola bar from the cabinet.She jumped, dropping the knife with a clatter. "Jesus, Sera. Announce yourself." She pressed a hand to her chest, then really looked at me. Her expression shifted from startled to concerned. "You look awful.""Feel awful," I admitted, because there was no point lying. The exhaustion was written all over my face."The nightmares?"I nodded, tearing open the granola bar wrapper.Maya's jaw tightened. She tossed the ruined toast in the trash and turned to face me fully, arms crossed. "This is getting worse. You know that, right? This isn't normal anymore."The prickle on the back of my neck intensified. That feeling of being watched, always watching. I glanced at the kitchen window, but there was nothing there except the gray morning light and the building across the street."Sera." Maya's voice pulled me back. "You're doing it again. That thing where you zone out and look... I don't know. Scared.""I'm not scared," I lied."Bull." She grabbed her bag from the counter, checked her phone. "Look, I have to go. But we're talking about this later. For real this time."I wanted to argue, but what would I even say? That I felt like something was hunting me? That my hands wouldn't stop shaking? That my dead mother's paranoia was apparently genetic?Maya paused at the door, looking back at me with an expression I couldn't quite read. Worry, maybe. Or something else. Something that made my skin crawl."Just... be careful today, okay?" she said quietly."Careful of what?"She hesitated, like she wanted to say something but thought better of it. "Nothing. Just tired. I'll see you tonight."The door closed behind her with a soft click.I stood alone in the kitchen, the half-eaten granola bar forgotten in my hand, staring at the space where she'd been. That had been weird. Maya wasn't the type to be cryptic or cautious with her words. She was blunt, straightforward, sometimes to a fault.So why had she looked at me like that?Like she knew something I didn't.The apartment felt too quiet after she left. I finished my granola bar standing by the window, looking out at the gray morning and the building across the street. Somewhere in the distance, a siren wailed. Normal city sounds. Normal morning.So why did I feel like something was wrong?I shook it off, grabbed my bag, and headed out.The subway was packed with the morning rush, bodies pressed too close, the air thick with perfume and sweat and stale bagels. I wedged myself into a corner, holding the pole, trying not to make eye contact with anyone. The train lurched forward and my stomach lurched with it.And then I felt it.That presence. The same one from my dreams.Heavy, vast and watching.My head snapped up, searching the crowd, but everyone was absorbed in their phones or staring blankly at the ads overhead. No one was looking at me. But the feeling didn't go away. It pressed against me like a physical thing, making my skin crawl, making my hands shake harder.The train screeched into the next station and I squeezed out, heart pounding for no reason I could name. I took the stairs two at a time, desperate for air and for space.I burst onto the street and stopped.Everything felt... wrong. The sounds were too loud, the colors too bright, like someone had turned up the saturation on reality. My skin was tingling, a warmth spreading through my chest that had nothing to do with exertion."What the hell?" I whispered.A businessman bumped into me, muttered something rude, kept walking. Normal. Everything was normal except me.I made it three more blocks before I had to stop, leaning against a storefront, trying to breathe. The tingling was getting worse, spreading down my arms, into my fingertips. I looked at my hands and they were glowing.Faintly, so faintly I almost thought I imagined it, but no, there was a soft golden light beneath my skin, pulsing in time with my heartbeat."No," I breathed. "No, no, no—"I shoved my hands in my pockets and walked faster, head down, trying to ignore the way the light was getting brighter. Trying to ignore the way people were starting to glance at me strangely.Make it to work. Just make it to work.But I didn't make it to work.I made it two more blocks before the pain hit, a searing, white-hot agony that exploded behind my ribs like someone had set off a bomb inside my chest. I stumbled, fell against a brick wall, gasping, and the light was pouring out of me now."Help," I choked out, but everyone was backing away, staring, and I couldn't blame them because I was glowing like a human torch, brighter and brighter, and I couldn't stop it, couldn't control it.The windows of the building behind me shattered.Glass exploded outward in a spray of glittering shards and I screamed, throwing my arms up, but the glass stopped. Froze. Hung suspended in the air around me like a deadly constellation.And in the reflection of a thousand broken pieces, I saw my eyes.They were gold. Pure, molten gold.The streetlights exploded next. Then car alarms. Then every piece of glass on the entire block, bursting outward in sequence like dominoes falling. People were screaming now, running, and I was on my knees in the center of it all, radiating light like a dying star.What's happening to me?Those were the last things I remembered before everything went black.