Denial

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The first thing I noticed was the beeping.Steady, rhythmic, annoying as hell. The second thing was the smell, antiseptic and bleach and that could only mean one thing.Hospital.I opened my eyes slowly, wincing at the fluorescent lights overhead. White ceiling tiles. An IV in my arm. The scratchy feeling of a too-thin hospital gown against my skin. My mouth tasted like I'd been chewing on cotton balls."Oh thank God."Maya's face appeared above me, her dark eyes red-rimmed and worried. She looked like she hadn't slept, still in her scrubs from her shift, her hair pulled back in a messy bun."Hey," I croaked, my voice rough."Hey yourself, you scared the s**t out of me." She grabbed my hand, squeezed it hard. "How are you feeling?""Like I got hit by a truck." I tried to sit up and immediately regretted it. My head spun, my body felt like it weighed a thousand pounds. "What happened?""You fainted. In the middle of the street, apparently. Some guy called 911, they brought you here." Maya pulled up a chair, sat down heavily. "Sera, what the hell? You just collapsed?"Fainted.I tried to remember. The subway. The feeling of being watched. The street, the warmth in my chest, the light......My hands.I pulled my right hand free from Maya's grip, stared at it. It was normal, no glow, no golden light. Just my hand, pale and ordinary, with chipped nail polish and a scar on my thumb from a paper cut last week."I... I don't know," I said slowly. "I wasn't feeling well. Everything just sort of... went black."It was a lie. Or maybe not a lie, maybe a convenient omission. Because I remembered the light. The glass shattering. My eyes turning gold in a thousand broken reflections. But looking at Maya's worried face, sitting in this aggressively normal hospital room, it all felt like a fever dream.Maybe it was."The doctor said it was probably stress and exhaustion," Maya continued, settling back in her chair. "Your blood pressure was low, you're dehydrated, and apparently you've lost weight. When's the last time you ate an actual meal, Sera?""I eat.""Granola bars don't count."I didn't have an answer for that. She was right. Between both jobs and the nightmares, I'd been running on fumes for weeks. It made sense that I'd just... crashed. Right?"They want to keep you for observation," Maya said. "Make sure there's nothing else going on. They took blood, did a full body test, the whole nine yards.""I can't afford—""I already talked to the accountant. We'll figure it out." She gave me a look that said don't argue. "You collapsed in the middle of the street, Sera. You need to be here."I wanted to argue anyway, but I was too tired. My body felt heavy, disconnected, like I was floating an inch above the mattress. They'd probably given me something. Something to make me sleep, to keep me calm."Did anyone..." I hesitated. "Did anyone say anything? About what happened before I fainted?"Maya frowned. "Like what?""I don't know. Did they mention... anything weird?""You mean weirder than collapsing on the sidewalk?" She shook her head. "The guy who called 911 just said you looked sick and then went down. Why?"Because the glass shattered. Because I glowed like a nuclear reactor. Because my eyes turned gold and the streetlights exploded and—"No reason," I said. "Just trying to remember."But I did remember. I remembered all of it. The warmth spreading through my chest, the light pouring from my skin, the way the world had fractured around me like I was the epicenter of an earthquake made of pure energy.And I remembered the feeling. That presence. Heavy and vast and watching.And right before I blacked out, I'd looked up and seen..."Sera?"I blinked. Maya was staring at me with concern."Sorry. Just... foggy.""That's the meds. They gave you something to help you rest." She stood, stretching. "I should let you sleep. But I'm coming back later, okay? And you're texting me the second you feel weird.""Okay."She leaned down, and squeezed my hand. "Seriously, you scared me. Don't do that again.""I'll try."After she left, I lay there staring at the ceiling, trying to make sense of what had happened. Trying to convince myself it was stress, exhaustion, some kind of psychotic break brought on by too little sleep and too much anxiety.But I couldn't shake the feeling that it was real.The light. The power. The voice in my dreams saying I will find you.My phone buzzed on the bedside table. I reached for it clumsily, the IV tugging at my arm. A text from my boss at the bookstore: Heard you're in the hospital. Take the time you need. Feel better.Great. So everyone knew. I scrolled through my notifications, a few texts from coworkers, nothing urgent. No missed calls. No messages from anyone who might have seen what really happened.Because nothing happened, I told myself. You fainted. That's all.I set the phone down and closed my eyes.The second I did, I felt it again.That presence felt closer now. Not in the room, not exactly, but near. Like something was pressing against the walls of reality, trying to get in. My skin prickled with awareness and I opened my eyes fast, heart suddenly racing.The room was empty. Just me and the machines and the beeping that wouldn't stop."You're losing it," I whispered to myself.But when I looked down at my hands, there was the faintest hint of warmth beneath my skin. Not glowing, not yet, but there. Waiting.I shoved my hands under the blanket and tried to breathe.I must have dozed off because the next time I opened my eyes, the light outside the window had changed. Late afternoon now, golden and slanted. A nurse came in, checked my vitals, asked how I was feeling. I gave all the right answers. Yes, I felt better. No, I wasn't dizzy. Yes, I'd eat something when they brought dinner.She left with a smile that didn't reach her eyes. Probably saw a dozen patients like me every day, young, broke, barely holding it together.I was trying to find something to watch on the tiny TV mounted to the wall when the door opened again."Knock knock."I looked up, expecting Maya.It wasn't Maya.It was a man I'd never seen before. Tall, maybe early thirties, with dark hair and kind eyes. He wore a visitor's badge clipped to his jacket and carried a small bag from the coffee shop downstairs."Sorry," he said, noticing my confusion. "I'm Dr. Marcus Chen. I'm a psychiatrist here." He held up the bag. "I brought you decent coffee. Hospital stuff is terrible.""I don't think I need a psychiatrist," I said carefully."I know. I'm actually here unofficially." He pulled up the chair Maya had vacated, sat down without asking. "One of the nurses mentioned your case to me. Young woman, recurrent nightmares, stress-induced collapse. I thought maybe I could help."I stared at him. Something about this felt off. The way he sat too casually, like we were old friends. The way his eyes lingered on my face a beat too long."I appreciate it," I said slowly, "but I can't afford—""Pro bono. Consider it a consult." He smiled, set the coffee on the bedside table. "I just want to talk. See if there's anything I can do."Every instinct I had was screaming at me to say no. But he seemed harmless enough. And God, I was tired of pretending everything was fine."Okay," I said."Great." He pulled out a notepad, clicked his pen. "So tell me about these nightmares."I told him. Not everything, not about what happened on the street, but about the dreams. The fire, the darkness, the voice. The way I woke up at the same time every night feeling hunted.He listened, nodding occasionally, taking notes."And your mother," he said when I finished. "You mentioned she had similar symptoms before she died?"I froze. "I didn't mention my mother.""Didn't you?" He looked up, and for just a second, his eyes weren't kind anymore. They were sharp. Assessing. "My mistake."The air in the room shifted.The warmth in my chest flared, sudden and urgent, and I felt my hands start to tingle beneath the blanket."Who are you?" I asked quietly.Dr. Chen, if that was even his name, smiled."Someone who's been looking for you," he said. "And I'm here to help you understand what you really are before he finds you."The lights in the room flickered.My heart stopped."Before who finds me?"He leaned forward, his voice dropping to barely a whisper."The Demon King."
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