I really don't remember ever wanting to be the hero in anyone's story, not even my own. All I ever wanted was to have a life with family that loved me, I didn't want crazy family members that pretty much abandoned me so that I could figure everything out myself and save them from more family that I didn't want to meet. I wish I could have just taken my siblings and ran away with them to safety, that was the hardest part about this. I would never have chosen for them to fight this battle with me, I'd rather they were safe somewhere not knowing of all this danger and what had really happened to our family.
I would gladly give the throne to my sister if I could die fighting this battle knowing that they would live and be able to fight the battles that would need them years down the line but
