Saved by a Succubus

Morri in the Dreams of Krys

Walking towards me I see blue wings with a purple shine...on the back of a young woman. This is my first memory of Morri as a baby...I always talked of being a little blue angel as a young toddler. I didn't like that angels were pictured with white wings. Morri had bat wings that looked like the inside of some shells. It was always beautiful which made me calm and like her as a baby. Morri always wore as little as possible saying clothes were not necessary until after the Apple. (referring to Adam and Eve) Mostly she looks like she is wearing stripper outfits everytime she has visited me. The colors are white, blue, and purple that makes up her wardrobe. Never the same style twice but very tight and easy to move around in cloth...or lingerie. It could be she likes the attention she gets from human males when she is feeding. Neither male or female has ever mentioned a problem with her choice of attire.

In my dreams Morri always talks to me with her voice which is like listening to my favorite song. Communication is the point of every dream although when I wake I never remember the lyrics to the song. I have always wondered if Morri tells me what will happen in these dreams and I am only subconsciously allowed to remember. Can't have a crazy person predicting the future...yet I always know what must be done. Looking back at my life I never question Morri and I trust her completely. Infinite Knowledge is the only way to describe the intelligence Morri has. As if time, space, and eternity has been witnessed by her and recorded for all time. The internet seems like a childs book in comparison to Morri's collection of data. Learning never ends in exsistance, as long as change happens, knowledge will grow. Morri wanted me to search as a child and find myself in the world. Life is to short of a time to search the world to know oneself.

I was given a piece of the world at 17 with a trip to Europe...America seemed like a baby to the ancient places in Europe. The things that had happened in those long ago places hab been experienced by my watcher. It felt like her gift to me when she shared them. Morri was the tour guide only I was aware of. There was alot of love in her account of human history. My mind wonders why Morri chose to save me...to watch me. She was able to watch all matter of other things too...but was there at the right times. Many things I asked she will not tell me as if it was not allowed for me to know. When she shared knowledge with me it was to help or save a person from something. Watcher's can not interfere with what is going to happen but can warn of what has already occured and the results of what they have watched. Morri says all things have happened before they are lived. I think its her way of saying there is a design to everything.

Sometimes I feel like I'm outside of that design. Since I didn't die as an infant I became a break from the driven road. That my exsistance changed things and could change the design a little for the better if I chose. A women once spoke to me as an outsider. She said "Krys will you remember my name so it will be written in the book of life." Sadly I have forgotten her name but not that she asked. This makes me think her name is known by a much more important writer than me. As I write this all down am I changing things. Morri wants me to write this and so much more that I feel good as the words come out of me.

Morri sends me dreams to know if I am making the right decisions. I get the feeling of deja vu when I have had a dream similar to what is happening in my life. I rarely feel shocked by anything that happens in my life. Deaths are always sad but I am prepared for them, thanks to my Watcher. Morri makes sure that I'm not surprised by what can't be changed. I'm not given any cool knowledge like winning lottery numbers or ways to make money. Morri and I argue about that because I don't see how it could hurt.

Nightmares don't scare me anymore since I have some control or at least awareness in the astral plane. Mostly I tell myself "This isn't real" and I can wake myself up. Very rarely I will have a nightmare only good dreams and communication from Morri. All my good dreams were about finding my soulmate and how happy life could be. Now that I have my Peter...I know the dreams couldn't live up to the real thing.