Saved by a Succubus

First Love

What can I say about JP Bartin? He isn't the one but he was the first one. I went to my first girl/boy Birthday party at my besties house. Darin was a really nice guy that I had alot in common with him and he was really nice to look at. When asked to go to the movies she thought I'm 14 it is time. That night changed her whole life the first time. While on a date with Darin I met JP at the food court. My High school friend Dante introduced us and I couldn't breath for a minute. Then all I knew is how much I wanted to get to know JP. I memorized everything about him and all the conversation that had happened. Would you believe it was a year before I saw him again? Don't worry I fell in love with him that night so we will talk about him later.

Lets talk about the ackward girl I was poor Morri did her best to guide me. My first day at high school I was late to the start of Marching Band camp. Everyone had already made friends and I felt left out. I played trombone which wasn't popular for girls to play. Only two other girls were there out of ten total trombones. Thankfully Kots a student that played Baritone came up to me and asked if I wanted to have lunch with him. He to this day decades later is the only guy I crushed on that didn't know it. He gave me my first special ability. Calmness in the face of disasters, it was his personality trait that I gained from the life force Morri took from him and then shared with me. It bonded us forever just like I am bonded to all the people Morri fed from while we were together. Kevin Evans I met a few days later and he became my life long best friend. The special ability he gave me was to love myself which at times when I was away from him I would loose but it stays with me now.

Crushes happened alot in the teen years of my life because I took caring for a want of romance. Even a Bass player caught my eye and without him even talking to me I had a crush on him. Steven Haske was a guy at my Catholic church. He gave me the gift of faith. It was in his eyes as he smiled and I felt it in his hug. Hope also radiated through him and that was mine as well. Around my sophomore year I became a stat girl for my Varsity high school Baseball team. Morri really liked all of them. I crushed on all of them because they flirted with me alot. Never would I believe any of them wanted to date me but I was quite happy with the male attention. They gave me Invinciblity against bullies when I needed it and finally my ability to seduce men which Morri appreciated. The first Guy I actively flirted with was Gui. He gave me the ability to quiet my mind and my love of art in all forms. Not to meantion he trained me to protect myself with some varied martial arts.

This just about brings me back to my second meeting with JP Bartin. Now I'm getting older and my memories are getting jumbled. JP just became part of my group of friends all of a sudden. Dante must have brought him around because I asked so many questions about him. JP gave me my love of cars and was my first love. Thankfully not the only one.

Maria Pineda was the first teenager I saved at my high school from her abusive stepmonster. She was a friend of Gui's and enjoyed art and video games with us. I committed a crime the day Maria showed at school beat up. I broke into her house so she could get her things. We kept her safe til she became a ward of the state. I saved her again when she was 18 and she had no place to live but back with the stepmonster. I get a little ahead of myself...back to Jack. Can you save someone the minute you meet them...? Jack a stranger to me except by phone, but we picked him up to go to Fanime con because our friend Amir asked us to. His mother thought I could and told me of her plans to end her life. Always take that seriously because not more than a year later she did. By that tie Jack was one of my closest friends. Morri was a huge flirt with Jack whenever she could influence me. I only wanted to and did flirt with JP that Vacation but I didn't win his heart. I rode to Jacks rescue after the day his mother cleaned her gun.

I changed my college plans to include living with Jack so he could get away. He had a fresh start in So cali and he even found his love Maria. Jack gave me the ability of foresight when he was around...it was nice to know what was coming before it happened. I lie...knowing things ahead of time makes you hated. no one wants to hear it's going to happen this way no matter what is done to stop it. I was very happy to loose that gift.

Technically I met Amir first since he was in college with me at the time and introduced Jack to me. Amir gave me added intelligence which came in handy in dealing with his controlling parents and too young friends. I lost my friend Amir each time I saved him from his Father. Amir is alive today which is all that matters.

Amir also has a watcher of his own. In his own right he is a super hero but he reminds me of Birdman.

JP, will and has come back in my life and this story several times. Don't worry there is a happy ending for me but we are barely in the middle. JP lived with Amir to get him out of his dad's house. About this time Maria moves into our one bedroom apartment. Jack realizes he wants to date Maria. I help him woo her away from Gui who is better without her.

I am glad to say I have had many lustful encounters with JP but love was never shared. There was also lustful encounters between Maria and Gui then later Maria and Amir. Finally she settled on a love match with Jack. That's just the beginning for them. Most of the time I was lonely but not alone. Morri kept close to me so I remained strong. Life at the time was causing my life force to fade. A weak Morri is a very sick Krys. I haven't mentioned my Brother yet til this moment because he gave me the gift of loving and being loved in return. I lost him years ago and that is a hole in my heart. Luckily not to spoil the ending but I do find my Spiderman. He works on healing me heart everyday but thats all you get to hear about him.

On my right forearm is my rememberance for Joseph my brother. He understood lust and lived for most of his life but when he found Handel his heart opened. It was a long love that lasted a short time. In the last year of Handel's life my brother took care of him with tenderness as him body gave out. Could love be possible if immortality exists? Would eternal youth stop the growth of love while we age together? Two couples that have taught me the most about love are my Mother, Father, Grandmother, and Grandfather. They each spent their lives growing together in their love. Since love changes us...the one we love has the greatest effect on that change. Could my soulmate have loved me if he met me at 21? Does age make the love you find possible from you life experience? After the death of his love my brother found a loneliness that cause him to end his life. Before I found my soulmate at 35 loneliness was my greatest misery. If Lust is achieving fulfillment then love is being fulfilled. My Peter teaches me about love everyday which might be why my heart has been healed.

Looking for love was a big part of my life. Starting with the belief in true love and a soulmate. I learned that all you need is love which I also now believe. Song lyrics are my words to live by. Morri watched my search for love with each romantic feeling I had gave her strength. Succubi feed off of lust and love. The energy released from the feelings that two people share. So many times Morri would come into my dreams warning me against a guy who was no good for me. When I met my love it was so powerful I could do more than I had ever accomplish. Healing from injury was the most effected...I have been rather sickly my adult life. Only s****l encounters gave me freedom from all symptoms. At times of lust my body felt strong revitalized and when I was close to death it was Morri who would keep my body working. Even being with me for weeks at a time sharing life force. Pushing body too far to the point of exhaustion would bring Morri to me. Her watching became interacting the moment she saved me as an infant. Sometimes her words come from my mouth as if she willed me to say them.