Collins POV
It was the morning of the baby shower and I couldn't wait. We were after all celebrating my little girl. I was very nervous since Lilith was due in just a months time now. I had never been a father before obviously and we didn't have any kids around the ranked members so I didn't really have any practice with them. Mom and Dad assured me though that even though I would be scared shitless everything would be fine. When Lilith had told me she was pregnant everything had become too much. I mean Lukas had just tried to kill me for banging his mate even though we didn't know then to top it off she was no pregnant?! I think that is honestly something I will always regret now looking back on it. My first act as a father was to abandon my baby. It took a while and a lot of talks with
