**TW SEVERE DEPRESSION AND TALKS ABOUT UNALIVING**
Mary
It’s been so long since I saw my precious Alandra. I felt my body grow weak and my mind become hazy. I couldn’t think or do anything without her. The fact that she was in danger and I couldn’t do anything but sit by and watch? It was eating me up inside.
She still wasn’t answering my calls or text. I tried reaching out to that Jonathan. Even he wouldn’t let me talk to her. I knew it would be hard to hear what happened. But a part of me thought we would be able to move on from it. I guess Alandra thought otherwise.
I have stopped showering, stopped eating, I barely drank enough water. Only enough to keep me alive long enough to testify against Thomas. I will do right by Alandra…. I will do right by Layla. I should’ve
