Chapter three
I didn’t move
For a long time, I just stood there staring at the words at the back of the photograph like my brain refused to process them
This was taken the night before he chose to erase you
Erase me
Again
That word
Why did everyone keep using that word like it meant something real
My fingers tightened around the picture as my eyes moved back to the front
It was really me
No doubt about it
Same face
Same smile
But something about it felt strange
Unfamiliar
Like I was looking at a version of myself I didn’t recognize
I looked… happy
Not just normal happy
The kind of happy that comes from being completely in love
And Sebastian
He was standing beside me
Closer than just “friends”
Closer than colleagues
His hand rested lightly at my waist
Possessive
Protective
Intimate
My chest tightened
No
This didn’t make sense
If we were like this…
Then how did we end up like strangers
Why would he walk away like that
Why would he pretend not to know me
Unless
My head started to hurt again
Sharp
Sudden
I gasped, gripping the edge of the bed as flashes hit me
Music
Lights
Laughter
That same dress I was wearing in the picture
Sebastian’s voice, softer this time
“Stay with me tonight”
My breath hitched
The image shattered
Gone
Just like that
I blinked rapidly, trying to steady myself
“What is happening to me…” I whispered
My heart was racing now
This wasn’t normal
These weren’t just random thoughts
They felt real
Too real
Like memories trying to break through
My phone buzzed suddenly
I flinched
For a second, I didn’t want to check
But I already knew
Unknown number
Of course
I answered immediately this time
“What did you do to me?”
Silence
Then that same low voice
“I didn’t do anything”
“Then explain this” I snapped, holding the photo even though he couldn’t see it
“You found it already”
My stomach dropped
“So you’re the one who left it”
“Yes”
My grip tightened
“Why”
A pause
Like he was choosing his words carefully
“Because you deserve to know the truth”
My heart pounded harder
“Then say it”
Another pause
Longer this time
“You were in love with him”
“I know that”
“No… you don’t”
Something about the way he said it made my chest tighten
“What does that mean”
“You don’t remember how deep it was… how far things went… how dangerous it became”
Dangerous
That word again
My breathing slowed slightly
“What are you talking about”
But deep down, I already knew I wasn’t ready for the answer
“He didn’t just leave you, Amelia”
My heart skipped
“Then what happened”
Silence
Then
“He chose to forget you too”
My breath caught
“That doesn’t make sense”
“Doesn’t it?”
My mind raced
“No one can just choose to forget someone”
A soft laugh came from the other end
“You’d be surprised what people are capable of when they’re desperate”
My chest tightened painfully
Desperate
“For what” I whispered
But the line went dead
Again
I stared at my phone, frustration building inside me
Why did he keep doing that
Dropping pieces and disappearing
Like he was playing with me
Or worse… protecting me
I looked back at the photo in my hand
There had to be more
There had to be something else
I turned it over again, running my fingers across the surface like I might find something hidden
Nothing
Just the same words
But something felt off
I frowned slightly and held it closer to the light
That’s when I noticed it
A small mark at the corner
Almost invisible
My heart skipped
I moved quickly to my table and grabbed a pen, pressing lightly against the edge
The paper shifted
There was something inside
My pulse quickened as I carefully peeled it open
A thin piece of folded paper slipped out
My hands were shaking now
This wasn’t just a photo
It was a message
I unfolded it slowly
Very slowly
Like I was afraid of what I might see
Three lines
Just three
Written in handwriting that felt strangely familiar
“If you’re reading this, it means something went wrong”
My breath caught
“Do not trust anyone, especially him”
My chest tightened painfully
“I didn’t have a choice”
I froze
Completely
Because I knew that handwriting
I knew it
Even if I couldn’t explain how
It was mine
I dropped the paper like it burned
“No…”
That didn’t make sense
Why would I write something like that
Why would I warn myself about him
Unless
A loud knock on my door made me jump
My heart slammed against my chest
I turned slowly toward the door
Another knock
Harder this time
My throat went dry
“I know you’re inside, Amelia”
My breath stopped
That voice
Sebastian
What was he doing here
My mind raced
The photo
The note
The call
Everything hit at once
“I just want to talk” he said, his voice calmer now
But something about it didn’t feel calm
It felt controlled
Too controlled
I looked down at the photo still in my hand
Then at the note on the floor
Then back at the door
My heart was pounding so loud I could hear it
“Open the door” he said softly
And for some reason…
That sounded more like a warning than a request