Her Virginity Is An Obstacle (Book 2)

Let me in

"Babe" she call knowing that I don't like that pet name and that I'm not gonna answer her.

"Wifey"she call again this time placing her hands on my lap as she scout closer. On a normal day I would have smile at her attempt on being playful but I'm not gonna let her win. I know what she want but like I said before I won't let her unless she let's me in.

"You're beautiful" she say as she kisses my neck, nibbling on my favorite spot, immediately I bit my lips as a moan threatened to escape my lips. Taking a deep breath I gently pull her hands which are now in the mid way to my panties away.

"Claire" I called self consciously but when that didn't seem to get her attention I whisper "please" if she had heard the desperation in it she would have known that it was meant for her to continue but she made the mistake of stopping and that gave me enough time to gather my scattered breathing in other.

"Le.." She call

"Don't let her voice drown you and don't look at her eye. s**t! You can do this Leila. You need to know what's bothering her. OK.. Now take a deep breath.

In

"Out", you can do this Leila.

For a while.

"I told you to stop" I said sounding angry

"I.. I.." She started to explain ..like I needed an explanation but lost words and I took that at my advantage.

"You never listen to me or my opinions all you care about is s*x!" I said the last part not believing that I said it. f**k! Can I take that back? Guess not but I think it's working. I need her to let me in. I almost tell the whole persons at the police station our issues. I still didn't know how my legs carried me into her car and what we discussed during the ride home.

"Don't touch me" I yell as I feel her hands on my palm.

"I didn't know that's how you feel" she said looking at me with those.. s**t! f**k those eyes! I'm not falling for them this time ..at least not now.

"Because you never listen to me! I said angrily

"Le.. "

"You brought me out of jail this morning! You know they saw me with drugs but you didn't ask why? You just act as if everything is f*****g perfect! You don't let me in, you won't let me make my own decision about school! You treat me like a f*****g child!

"You're young Le" she said softly as if I hadn't been yelling at her which makes me more upset.

"Child don't have s*x! Child don't get married! I exclaim.

"Fine we won't have s*x" she said calmly. If possible more calmer.

"Don't talk like that! Don't you f*****g talk like that! I yell not knowing if her acting so calm about it is more annoying or the information she is holding.

Silence

"Why are you doing this to me " I say now crying.

"Le.." She call but I didn't answer her.

"I bought those drugs because I want you to get angry at me. I was so desperately that I didn't even care what the outcome would be ...i ..I so much want a reaction from you ..I need it Claire".

"Le.." She call again not sure whether to touch me or stay away.

"Why was he threatening you?"

Silence

"Claire.. Why was Nickolas threatening you yesterday with my name?

Silence

I stood up pulling the bed sheet off my legs, Moving towards the exit.

"Le.."

I stop but when she didn't say anything I continue walking

"I love you" she whisper

"Not enough! I yell

"Where are you going to? She ask calmly but I can sense the panic in it.

"Don't worry this stupid heart love you so much that it can't s**t on you and don't send any guards after me Nikoleta, I'm at Olay.