Her Virginity Is An Obstacle (Book 2)

Vex and apt

Phil POV

I want to hit something because if I don't I might probably hit my sister Carol or her partner in crime Lucy or both of them. s**t! I thought they where friends!!.

"Calm down Philip and talk to me" uncle Ben said trying to calm me down but I just couldn't. The thought of calmly down itself annoys me,, everything annoys me.

"Uncle Ben! Uncle Ben! I call angrily not knowing exactly why I'm holding his hands tightly or why I'm shouting his name.

"Yes Phil" Uncle Ben answer, wanting so desperately for an explanation.

"Do you remember Le.. Leila Malcolm" I said trying so hard to calm my now hot temper but failing miserably.

"Little Lily.. The one you love? Uncle Ben ask which made me nod my head "yes"

"What happened to her? He ask again more confusion written all over his face

"She's dead" I reply feeling my face pale as I remember the day Lucy called telling me to turn on the news which I did and was greeted with a horrid news. I died that day or more like was a walking dead. I didn't know how I got to Manhattan but I did and it still didn't make the walking dead in me disappear, no it didn't. it made me very dead. And to think that I was living a dead man's life all those years in vain while my Le is Alive and now married to Her ..Her that her parents tried so hard to destroy. Because of her Ann made Leila forget her childhood and now that Obstacle is back, not only back but married to my Le.

"s**t! I exclaimed aloud.

"Philip, I don't understand. If you said little Lilly is dead then why are you so calm about it? Uncle Ben asked still confuse.

"That's the f*****g issue right now! She..' Phil says pointing at Carol who was once sitting down but now standing ready to bolt off the house if Phillip goes any nearer towards her. "That devil shedding crocodiles tears, the same one that called herself my sister lied. f**k!

" Phillip you're still not making any sense"

"Uncle Carol lied, she lied to me. She told me.. She told me Leila asked for some space and I believed her, I took some time off from work, I traveled to England hoping to stay there for a week because that b***h who's crying right now as if I have hit her already said my Le need some space. I thought she needed it, I rushed her into doing what she ain't ready for! I f*****g thought she needed it!"

"Phil.." Carol called, more like whisper his name when she notice a tear sliding down Philip's cheeks

"Don't f*****g call me with that deceptive voice of your or any at all! You're not my f*****g sister! You're a betrayal!

"Philip I think I now understand what you're trying to say ..maybe Carol can continue from where you stopped." Uncle Ben said trying to get the temperature in the room down but.. Talk to Carol? That liar who still won't accept her mistakes or ask for forgiveness. No way!

"Uncle Ben Caro.. Caroline. Hmm.. You know uncle.. If Caroline accepts that what she did is wrong maybe I won't be feeling this much pain in my chest but no she doesn't. She..

"I did it for you Phil... God knows that I did it for you and I don't regret it one bit even If you turn back time, I will still do it again and again.."

"See.. " I said looking at Uncle Ben not knowing what to do to my sister.

"She never loved you! She yell, looking at me as if I've lost my mind or not myself.

"She love me! We love each other! I yell back.

"Her mom made her think she loved you but she didn't" she said softly as if trying to make me see reasons.

"Oh, shut it."

"She have been in love with her even before she met you and even though her mother made her forget Claire she still didn't love you. Why did you think she kept pushing you away?

"She wasn't ready.."

"She asked me once if she is bisexual and f**k! I wanted to tell her the truth but I lied, I told her no. Why will she ask me that if she loves you?

"I know about Claire. I know Leila is bisexual. You're wrong Carol Leila love me."

"Maybe a little but.."

"You know, that's not the f*****g issue right now! You lied to me, you and Lucy told her lies and she was heart broken. She thought that I didn't love her anymore. You sent Lucy over to England to seduce me, you lied about her needing some space! You lied about her being dead!

Uncle they f*****g told me Le was dead and they told Le that I didn't love her no more!

"Phillip". Uncle Ben called but I couldn't hear him or I head him but not so sure if it's my mind playing tricks on me. Either one, all I wanted to do at the moment is pour my heart out. "If not for Nickolas blabbing about his stolen Bride, I wouldn't have find out!

"Philip.. Uncle called again but myself consciousness ignored him.

"And can you believe that Nickolas almost married her and all this happened in a week that I was out of the country! .

"Philip"

"s**t!!

"I did it for you.." Carol said now crying harder.

"Yo.. You.. You're, just get out of my face and when I come back I don't want to see you in this house, also tell that you partner in crime that I don't want to see her face ever again.

"Where are you going to..

"Please Uncle Ben I will talk to you later when I come back ...I f*****g need to clear my head cause it f*****g messed up. They have f****d me up Uncle Ben. I nee.. Ne.. Need"

"It's Okay but Phillip don't do anything stupid." Uncle Ben say as he pats me on the shoulder.

I nod my head, of course. I can't bang into Claire's house demanding for Leila and i know Claire won't let me in, I wouldn't do that too if it was the other way around. Beside Claire could kill me then stitch me back up if Le still has her good side and.. s**t! I f*****g need a drink but first I need to give Caroline some punishment.

"Caroline you might want to go buy what you will be needing for the weekend cause first thing tomorrow morning, I'm blocking your account."

"Wha.. what! But I.. I did.." She started to say but I didn't wait for her to finish whatever she has to say as I bang the door shot, closing her annoying face, voice out, they seems to be my enemy right now and hopefully OLAY will give me some joy or a plan on getting my Le back.