I had hope that talking to mum will make me feel better but it didn't. Watching the two of them talking and smiling at each other makes me so uncomfortable and jealous but I can't do anything right?
She told me not to come after her or send the guards either but I can't let her go out by herself and ..I can't let them sit together.
It's killing me on the inside already because the two of them are talking. What are they even talking about? What if he tries to win her back?
"s**t! I cause then stood up and move towards her. When I reached there I didn't know what to do. What if she gets angry and ran out? I ask myself bitterly at the same time remove the thought from my mind.
I stood there watching her, he saw me but he didn't say anything. A few minutes past before she raise her head
