Seijun's POV
The trip was fun, exciting actually, but I can't get the scene of me kissing Hazuki out of my mind! I must be crazy for even giving in to him just like that, but it was so tempting. His lips felt so soft, a bit chapped, but it felt so good against mine. Oh. Let's not forget his tongue. The tongue that danced against my own.
I want more.
I shook my head as the soft ding of the elevator sounded out. Mia and Alexa got out first, bags in hand. I clutched my bag hard as I walked out behind them, mind drifting off to the small interactions I had with Hazuki.
Why did he stop though? I wanted more. He knows that, but...
"Sei. You can go ahead and take a shower. We'll take care of the things here." Alexa said, patting my back softly as we entered our unit. I smiled at her.
"Thanks. I'll head to school after." I took off my dirtied shoes and brought them to my room.
Closing the door shut, I dropped my backpack on the floor next to my bed before heading to my bathroom. I dropped my shoes on the tiled floor and leaned against the sink to stare at my reflection.
My cheeks were dusted a light pink and my lips still looked a bit swollen from last night. The scene kept flashing back. How his hands roamed my sides, wanting them against my bare skin. It was electrifying even against my shirt. I liked the feeling of his thick locks against my fingers, soft and silky.
I sighed, shaking my head to clear those thoughts. I stripped off my clothes and headed to the shower. Turning on the knob, I relaxed at the splash of warm water that hit my skin.
Maybe if I make out with someone later, I'll forget all about it.
I quickly washed myself, finishing up after a few minutes. I dried myself up and wrapped a towel around my body.
I can clean my shoes later.
Throwing out a black pair of skinny jeans, I decided to wear a tight plain white shirt along with it. I also decided to bring a jacket in case it gets cold when I go home later.
After getting dressed, I combed my curls. It isn't really curly, but it gets really tangled when it gets dry. It's kinda annoying. I put on my day cream then applied my favorite pink lipstick and a bit of eyeliner. I smiled at myself in the mirror before shoving my jacket inside my bag. I grabbed my bag and slung it on my shoulder.
I walked out my room and found Alexa and Mia cooking together.
"Sei! You're finsihed. Why don't you join us for lunch?" Alexa offered. I walked over to them and slung my arms around the both of their shoulders.
"Nah. I'll have lunch at school. I'm going to the library after anyway." Alexa pouted. I giggled at her cuteness then smacked their asses.
"Enjoy, girls. I'll go now. I'll be back later." I called out as I walked to the door.
"Take care, Sei! See you!"
"Make sure to eat! You hear me?!"
I smiled as I slipped on my usual school sneakers, "Yeah yeah."
As I shut the door to our unit, I heaved a soft sigh.
School's annoying on Saturdays. It makes me feel all moody.
My walk to school was quite peaceful. There wasn't that much cars passing by and crowds were lesser. Maybe because it's a weekend. Other departments don't usually hold classes on a Saturday if it's not necessary except the sports players.
Our department must really love making students suffer.
Not noticing my destination, I was surprised to be in a line where I was the next one to order. The girl behind the counter smiled widely at me.
"Shall I get you the usual?" She asked. Surprise. I'm in Moonlight Corner. Yay.
"Y-Yes please. Can I add a tuna sandwich as well?"
"Sure. Would that be all?" I nodded at her and paid.
"We'll serve it in a minute." I smiled at her and sat on a table beside the window.
I bit my bottom lip, slouching on the chair and dropping my bag on the floor, I groaned internally. I didn't even realize that my feet dragged me here. I messed up my hair, groaning.
"Oh. Isn't it too early for us to meet again, Seijun?" A familiar cheery voice rang through my ears. I stopped messing with my hair and blinked up to see the very person I want to ignore right now.
"I... I'm sorry. I just came for lunch." I fixed my hair and sat up straight, smiling a little. I didn't even know what I apologized for!
He laughed then sat in front of me, "I didn't mean anything when I said that. Sorry sorry."
"You headed to school already?" He crossed his legs as he leaned back on his seat.
"Yeah. I wanted to read in the library before heading to class." I tucked a few strands of my hair behind my ear, looking at him with a small smile.
"You're so hardworking, Sei. It's amazing how you could endure reading those books." He called for one of his staffs. I laughed sheepishly.
If only you know what kinds of books I'm reading.
"Isn't summer vacation just right around the corner?" He faced me after talking to his waiter. I nodded.
"Yeah. Well, we have just about a month left before summer vacation." I looked at him, noticing the slight glimmer in his eyes and a small smirk form on his lips. I ignored it and gave him a smile.
"That's great! You'll finally get to have a break." He leaned in and rested his arms on the table, still smiling.
"Yeah. I might spend some nights clubbing and partying." I giggled at my reply. He just stared at me, lips pursed into a thin line and dark orbs narrowed just a little.
"Is that so? You're going to go out and be the bad girl that you are?" His voice was unusally lower and deeper than his usual high pitched one.
My thighs clenched as I stared at him, trying to read his expression. I nodded, "Uhmm... I guess so."
"You won't be a good girl and just stay at home?" The way his said 'good girl' with that voice made my heart pound, a shiver ran down my spine as I gulped. Hard.
I was about to reply when our food suddenly arrived. The tension that was built around us just a few seconds ago disappeared as if it didn't happen. As if his voice didn't change. As if the words 'good girl' weren't uttered.
"Let's eat!" I was a bit surprised when his usual demeanor came back. His smile formed as he took a bite of his food.
I reached for my drink and took a long sip on it. The rush of sugar made my heartbeat pick up. Maybe it wasn't just the sugar or the coffee. I knew it was something else.
Our conversations weren't the same as the one before. Neither of us spoke of the previous topic, but I was still a bit bothered by it.
I wonder if he did it subconsciously.
"Eating my meals feels so much better with you, Sei." He said, smiling as he sipped on his coffee.
"Why is that?" Tilting my head slightly to the side, I looked at him.
"It just feels so natural and calming. Don't you think so?" He leaned forward, arms resting on the table. I swallowed thickly, biting my lower lip for a moment.
"Y-Yeah. I guess it is." My reply came out soft and low, as if I was scared of what he would say next.
As I stared into his dark orbs, I felt a familiar coil in my stomach. My heart was beating loudly against my chest as I noticed a playful glint on his shining eyes. It was as if he was controlling me with just his eyes. My body stiffened and my thighs clenched tight again as I held his stare.
I want him to touch me. Maybe push me into a wall and pin my wrists above my head. I want to feel his soft lips on mine, against my skin. Anywhere. I just want to feel him.
"I could tell what's running on your mind, Sei. It's so obvious." His deep voice that he used earlier snapped me out of my thoughts.
"Was I being too obvious? I'm sorry. I should've toned down a bit." I replied in a gentle tone, smiling softly at him. I was surprised to find myself not stuttering.
"Oh sweetheart. That's alright. But maybe if you actually tell me what you want, I might be able to give it to you." The nickname threw me off guard, my eyes widened briefly.
"Maybe next time, Mr. Owner." I whispered, smirking a little. I grabbed my bag and left the shop.
I didn't spare him a glance. I might want to take his offer and give in just like that. No. That won't happen. He wouldn't want someone as messed up as me.
As I walk my way to school, I felt the wetness between my legs spread, making a mess of my panties. This is so annoying. I should probably head to the library and erase the dirty thoughts in my head.
As I entered the library, I greeted the librarian and headed to the table at the far end of the room beside the large window. I placed my bag on an empty seat before sitting down on my usual seat. There were less students today since it's a weekend. Most of the students in the library must be those who decided to study in advance for the finals.
I sighed softly and fished out the Math book from my bag. I turned it to a random page before fishing out another book. A smaller one. I flipped it to where the bookmark was placed and began reading. Whoever said that I go to the library to study? I do, sometimes, but most of the time, I read my novels.
It was pure bliss and peace. I flipped through a page and bit on my lower lip after reading a spicy scene.
Damn. I wonder what it feels like to be choked.
"That's a nice book you're reading there, Seijun." I gasped and shut the book in an instant. I looked up at the person.
Simon?
"Uhmm... How did you know I was here?" I asked in a low voice, trying not to yell at him for disturbing my peace.
"I was passing by when I saw you enter the library so... I decided to follow you." He grinned. I rolled my eyes at him and sighed softly.
"Wanna make out, Seijun?" I perked up on his suggestion. I eyed him skeptically, but decided to just agree.
"Sure." I stood up, motioned for him to follow me and headed to an isolated aisle in the literature section.
When we reached the middle part of the aisle, I pushed him against the tall wooden bookcase. I had to get on my tippy toes just so I could kiss him. The guy was tall as f**k.
When our lips touched, he grabbed me by the waist and pulled me closer. His hands travelled to my ass and groped it. A moan escaped my lips when he did that, but he took it as an advantage and slipped his tongue inside my mouth. He was rough and rushed.
Hazuki also kissed me roughly, but his was more passionate and heated.
I opened my eyes, not noticing that they were closed earlier. His eyes were shut and his actions showed how he was in such a rush. His hands were roaming my back and ass, groping it occasionally. I hummed as I pulled away from the kiss to catch my breath. I was kind of expecting him to kiss me more, but he just squeezed my ass and gave it a playful smack.
"That was amazing. Thanks, Seijun." He said and led me back to my table. I was dumbfounded. I gaped a bit then pulled on his collar.
"That's it?" I was pissed.
"Well, classes are about to start. We better hurry or we'll be late." He patted my cheek then walked away.
"We still have an hour and a half, dumbass." I grumbled under my breath and plopped on my seat.
I sighed in annoyance and bit my lower lip. I picked up my novel and continued reading, but my mind seemed to drift away. I couldn't help but compare how Hazuki was a better kisser than Simon. Maybe because he's a little older and has more experience, but that can't be the case.
Simon's lips were so wet and he tasted like another woman's lip gloss. Passed by my ass. He was definitely making out with some random b***h before seeing me. Hazuki was different. His lips were chapped yet soft. It felt good against mine and they tasted like mint.
I'd rather make out with Hazuki rather than-- No. No. No. Wait. That was wrong. I shouldn't! I shook my head to erase the thought. It was really tempting. Hazuki's offer. But I'm sure he's just teasing.
I gathered my books and shoved them in my bag. I lost the mood for reading so I decided to just head to the classroom. I doubt there's someone in the room anyway.
As I reached the third floor of the building, I walked to the classroom. Opening the door, I was surprised to see someone making out half naked. I cleared my throat and apologized. I closed the door and headed to the girl's restroom at the end of the hallway. I placed my bag on the marble sink then splashed water on my face.
Everything seems to annoy me right now. Maybe because Simon made such a dumb excuse to stop making out with me.
I dried my face with my handkerchief then applied lip gloss on my dried lips. It was a waste of lipstick when that i***t kissed me. I shouldn't have agreed.
As I slipped the lip gloss back inside my bag, I felt my phone vibrate. I fished it out of my phone and noticed a message from Hazuki.
Mr. Owner: Do you have time after class?
I bit my lower lip and leaned on the sink.
Type Message: Yeah. What's up?
I suddenly felt anxious. I wonder what he wants.
Mr. Owner: Great. I'll pick you up later. Also, I already told Mia that you'll be having dinner with me.
As I read his message, I stared at my phone screen for a couple of minutes before snapping out.
Did he just say that he'll pick me up? Is he serious?!
Alright. I calmed myself down before replying.
Type Message: Alright. I'll wait then.
He sent me a smiling emoji which I found cute. I smiled a bit to myself before grabbing my bag and heading out the restroom. I walked back to the classroom and was relieved when there were students inside already. I checked my phone. Good. I still have about 45 minutes more before class starts.
I sat on my usual seat beside the window and sighed softly. I fished out the novel I was reading earlier. No one would notice so I decided that it's fine to read it here. I propped my elbow on the table and rested my cheek on my palm while holding the book with the other hand.
My classmates were gossiping amongst themselves when I heard a screech of a chair beside me. I glanced at the person.
"Hey. You're here early." Simon the bastard. I ignored him and continued reading.
"Have you prepared for the finals? I heard we'll be having a project before vacation." I could hear him inch his chair close to mine. I still ignored him though.
"Are you upset with the short time we had earlier?" He played with my hair and leaned in close to my ear.
"Want to continue where we left off then? Right here... right now." He whispered against my ear, lips brushing on the shell of my ear. I clenched my jaws and faced him, smiling softly.
"I'm sorry. I decided not to kiss someone whose lips are wetter than my pussy." I said then patted his cheek with a smile and moved his chair with my foot.
Before he could give a reply, our professor arrived. I kept the novel in my bag and fished out my notebook and pencil. Classes are boring when it's held in a weekend, but I still pay attention.
I can't wait for classes to end.
- After classes -
I was fixing my hair when someone grabbed my wrist and pulled me out of the room. Before I knew it, we were outside, behind the big tree near the school's parking lot. I glared at him.
"What's the big deal dragging me out here, Simon?" I broke away from his grasp.
"What you said earlier pissed me off. Are you seriously this rude?" He walked towards me. I backed away until I hit the tree. I glared up at him even more, scoffing.
"Yeah. Surprise!" I crossed my arms in front of my chest, smirking.
"You didn't have to be so rude, you know? Who knows how many c***s have you sucked--" I slapped him. Hard. It was out of instinct. The sides of my eyes started to sting. I didn't know why, but what he said made me feel so mad and hurt.
"You're right. But you didn't have to rub it on my face." I walked away. How dare he?! He barely even knows me! I know many people see me as a player, but it still hurts when I remember everything I did before.
I'm not everyone's typical princess. There's no such thing as true love and no prince in a white horse would save me from my tower!
It suddenly started raining. I felt a tear roll down my cheek as I walked out of campus. I wiped the tear and sniffled. Damn it. I thought today would be such a good day.
"Are you f*****g serious right now?!" I yelled to the skies. The rain got heavier and the wind blew a cold air, making me shiver.
"Seijun! What the hell are you doing, silly girl?! It's raining!" I turned to see Hazuki running towards me, umbrella in hand.
As he approached me, he handed me the umbrella to hold while he fished out a handkerchief from his pocket. He wiped my hair and face.
I stared at him. His hair was a bit damp, eyebrows scrunched together and lips pursued into a firm line. He was so focused with wiping me so I had the chance to ogle at his features a bit more.
"Let's go." I nodded at him. I held the umbrella between us as we walked our way to where he parked his car.
He reached out to open the car door, but I was quick enough to open it before he does. I gave him a small smile as I entered his car. I closed the door and clutched my bag close to my chest.
So much for bringing a jacket.
Hazuki hurriedly entered the driver's seat, umbrella shoved in the backseat. He quickly turned on the engine, but didn't start driving. I looked at him.
"Sorry. Your car's all wet now." I said softly. He giggled.
"Nah. That's fine. It'll dry up anyway." He looked at me, eyes stern and serious.
"Are you feeling alright, Seijun?" His voice was serious and deep. I was taken aback.
"Yeah. I'm just... feeling tired." I lied, but I could tell that he knew. He knew I was lying, but he didn't pry anymore. Instead, he nodded and started driving.
I looked outside. The rain didn't show any sign of letting up. It'll be hard to go home later. This sucks.
"Is it alright if we have dinner at my place? It's fine if you find it uncomfortable." He broke the silence I didn't know lingered between us. It was so calming I did not notice.
"Sure. I don't mind. As long as you're cooking though." I teased. He chuckled and puffed out his chest.
I didn't want to admit it before, but Hazuki is so well-built. It was annoying how Mia and Alexa were friends with these types of men. I always thought they only existed in books and fantasies.
"Alright. I'll cook. Just so you know, I never cook meals for just anyone." I could hear the playfulness in his voice. It made my mood a bit better.
"It'll be my honor to eat your food then." I said then smiled. Leaning my head on the window, I bit my lower lip.
I didn't realize it. I'm so stupid. I'll be with Hazuki! Alone! I feel like I gave in to my p***y rather than listen to my brain!
"Alright. We're here." The car stopped. We were parked on his condo's parking lot. I got out the car and waited for him. I walked around the car. Hazuki then led me to an elevator.
I'm here. The place where Nicole was in that night. I'm such an i***t for agreeing! This is why I hate it when curiosity strikes me hard!