Alpha Caius’ indifference makes me angry and frustrated. He dares to create such a scene and then just leave? Why?
The next morning again, he doesn’t have breakfast with me, yet again he has left for the Packhouse before I had even woken up, and last night he had not been in his house until I went to bed. What does he want? Why do all this when you have stated that you don’t want me? Why avoid each other?
If I had been a regular member then I would have moved to the Packhouse but I can’t because no one is going to keep a rogue in that place. Half of them, well almost all I guess didn’t talk to me unless absolutely necessary. Apart from Lorcan, there wasn’t another soul here who spoke to me properly.
Sometimes, it feels annoying but I am scared of leaving the pack, leaving the safety of
