Chapter 3 – Almost a Collision

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It had been three weeks since the day I met Benjamin at the bank, and four weeks of silence from Thomas. I thought he would call. He always did eventually—usually with a brief explanation about work or travel, followed by a quick money transfer as if it were an apology he didn’t want to say out loud. But this time, nothing came. No calls. No messages. No money. How would I take care of the twins if Thomas simply… disappeared? When I found out I was pregnant with twins, we sat down one night and made a decision together - I would leave my job and stay home to raise them properly. The plan was simple — I would be there for the children, and he would handle everything else.... bills, expenses, all of it. We agreed I would go back to work once they reached grade 12. For a while, it worked. But now here I was, staring at a bank balance that had no business looking the way it did. I had some savings, but it wasn't enough. Not enough to survive on for long. Which was what gingered me to look for work again. Seven years is a long time to be away from work — but underneath the nerves, there was a quiet feeling. Something that felt a little like hope. That night, I printed my CV, stood in front of the bathroom mirror and revised answering questions out loud, and kept telling myself I was ready. Over and over, until I almost believed it. By the time I finally fell asleep, it was already dawn. When I opened my eyes, it was 7:58 a.m !!.My alarm never went off. Or maybe it did, and I slept through it. My heart skipped. “The bus!” I cried, quickly throwing the blanket aside. The twins' school bus arrived for pick up at eight. I barged into their room. They were just starting to wake up, and their little eyes looked at me from their pillows. “Mommy?” one of them said, yawning and rubbing his eyes. “Good morning, babies,” I said breathlessly, forcing a smile while my brain and heart raced. We were already late. Within minutes, the house turned upside down. Shoes were missing. One backpack had vanished completely, and Isaac couldn’t find his math notebook. I was usually patient in the morning while getting the twins ready for school, but today, my nerves were running riot, and I couldn't relax. “Okay!!!, okay!!!,” I said, taking a deep breath and trying to stay calm because I knew they had missed the bus already. “New plan. Mommy will drive you to school.” Now, that excited them more than missing the bus, and made preparations faster and less chaotic. We finally got into the car, a full ten minutes behind schedule. I drove faster than I should have, looking nervously at the time on the dashboard clock. I had less than an hour to get to the job interview. I kept turning it over in my head...if I walked in late, that was it. Gone....I was not about to let that happen, after everything it had taken to get out of the house this morning. When we got to the school, I got the twins out of the car and walked them to the entrance fast. I bent down and straightened Israel's collar, which was crooked and sitting slightly off to one side. "Love you boys, have a great day!!" I said to them. "Bye Mommy! Love you, Mommy!" they both shouted, before turning and running toward the doors without even looking back. As they were running away, I watched them briefly, feeling more determined. Something about seeing them like that settled it all for me. Every frightening step I was about to take, every risk that made my stomach turn — it was all for those two. That was the only reason I needed. I returned to my car fast. My thoughts were already set on the interview as I drove out of the parking lot. Seven years away from work. Would they even take me seriously? Would they look at my resume and quietly decide I was too far behind? What if they asked about my years away from work? What if they thought I wasn’t qualified anymore? I turned the steering wheel —too quickly—and nearly ran straight into another car. The honk from the other car jolted me, and I slammed hard on my brakes, stopping just inches away from a sleek black car that I had not seen at all. “Oh, my God!!!” I shouted, my heart in my mouth. For a moment, neither car moved. Then the driver’s door opened... Shocked...I sat there gripping the steering wheel. Of all the parking lots, of all the mornings, of all the people it could have been — it was him. Standing right there, looking directly at me. ....Benjamin. What were the odds? He looked exactly the same as the day at the bank—calm, composed, dressed in a simple and elegant dark suit. His expression wasn’t angry. Just surprised. He walked up to my window. I took a slow breath and slowly rolled it down. “Tonia,” he said. My name sounded strange on his lips, like we were old friends. “You remember me?” I asked, embarrassed by my obvious question. He smiled slightly. “I sure do.” My cheeks turned crimson. “I’m sooo sorry ,I didn’t see your car. I was rushing and—” He raised one hand gently as he reached my window. “It’s alright. No damage done.” I glanced at the front of both cars. He was right. Somehow, we had stopped just in time. “I really am sorry,” I said again with my eyes closed briefly. He studied me for a moment with a thoughtful expression. " It looks like you’re having a very difficult morning.” "You look stressed out." I just nodded my head as I couldn't talk again. Before I could respond, a small boy suddenly ran to him from his car. “Uncle Ben!” Benjamin turned just in time to catch the boy as he lunged into his arms. My eyebrows shot up. The boy looked about seven or eight, with a big, open smile and dimples that showed up even from where I was sitting. Benjamin laughed quietly and ruffled his hair, then looked back over at me. “Hey, boy. Ready for school?” The boy nodded excitedly before noticing me in the car. “Who’s that?” he said loudly. Benjamin looked back at me. “A friend,” he said. Then he turned back to the boy. “This is William, my nephew". He looked up at me, waving his whole hand with a huge smile. I smiled back at him, a genuine one this time. “Hi!” “Hi.” Benjamin set the boy down. “Go on inside,” he said. “I’ll see you later.” The boy ran off toward the school doors. When Benjamin turned back to me, the parking lot suddenly felt quiet again. “You said you were rushing,” he said. “Everything okay?” I hesitated. “And I’m already late.” His eyebrows lifted just slightly. "Let me not keep you then." He stepped back from the car. “Good luck, Tonia.” I started the engine, but before driving away, I glanced back at him. “Thank you,” I said with a sad smile on my face and in my eyes. Not just for today. For everything. My heart was still going fast as I reversed out of the parking lot. But this time, it wasn't anxiety causing it. It was from something else entirely. Something unexpected. Fate had placed Benjamin in my path again, in the middle of the most stressful morning of my life. And something deep inside me told me this wasn’t going to be the last time our lives would cross.
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