Chapter 1

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Nasthash POV There they are looking like a perfect couple, kissing and cuddling in the office. God why? Why can't I just give up. He loves her not me, why can't my stupid heart understand. I just can't bear to let him go. No he didn't cheat on me. Dave my boss is my childhood sweetheart. I have been loving him for the past 10 years. You might be wondering why I have not tell him. The day I prepared myself to tell him was the day he decided to tell me about the girl he has a thing for and want to ask her out. I could not take the pain. I have been showing him signs that I love and care. Maybe he knows and just decided to ignore it or he is did not know about it. He treats me like his younger sister. I love it but I would rather appreciate it if I could be something more than that to him. How hopeless is one sided love. Right now Sasha- the girl he asked out and she accepted) and him are engaged. Why wouldn't they. I have been watching their love praying everyday it will ruin but it just seems to get stronger. Not that am a bad person but one sided love makes me go crazy. Now their wedding is next week. As his childhood friend and secretary I have a lot of wedding preparations to do. How unfortunate I am right. "Natasha are you planning to stay there all day and watch us or you are here to give report about what I asked for." Dave said looking at me seriously and strictly. "Dave darling stop looking strict. It doesn't look nice on you." Haa God just imagine her voice. She sound like a pig talking. Trying to act cute in the most irritating way. What did he even see in her? "Baby sorry, I won't look like that again if you don't like it."He said with his eyes full of tender and love." Eeww when the Dave become a love struck i***t. He never use to show how he feel expect when he is with me. I hate this feeling of jealousy. I remember that he is never the one in support of office romance. He hate it when people mix work with personal affairs. But now I feel like I don't know him. "Sir, I already investigate the person that offended miss Kingston. He is just a low income earner. What should I do with her?" "Destroy her." With that I leave. I don't have time to wait and watch them show off their love in front of me. As painful as it will be I have to admit that he can never be mine. Well it alright. Am Natasha Adrian. I graduated with one of the best results. I decided to chose Dave corporation company even though there were many company eager to give me a good position in their company. Although this company is the best in the country with the best paying salary, I still chose it not for their advantage but only for him. I thought I will have better understanding of him and that will make me to be able to make him fall for me but now that is not the case. He is one hard nut to crack or so I thought. But now it seems like that hard nut has been cracked by the foolish person on earth. She didn't use so many years nor do much effort. It just seems natural. I have never witness them fight or argue no matter how much I pray for so to happen. They just seems like they are a match make from heaven. It really made me feel insecure, foolish. It made it looks like I am never good enough. It made me feel like we are just not meant to be. You must be wondering why I am still here. Maybe because some part of me still refuse to let go of him. But I have already make my decision. After his wedding am resigning. Since I can't have him it better than to be here witnessing their showcase of love when other men will be willing to die for me. After this marriage am done with this one sided love. ________________________________________ DAVE POV I am Dave Martinez. The only heir to the Martinez company_ my family company. I am well known in almost all the business association but I still feel like my capacity is not enough. I want to be so strong so as to be able to overcome the challenges of life. I am cold, cheerful and active unlike most billionaire boss. I just love being myself. At first falling in love was not something I feel it made for me but now , I can't believe it myself at least that what I claimed to be in. A whole Dave Martinez is in love. This is my first love and am really trying to make things work out for us. Sasha is just too spoilt. I know I feel attracted to her but am not sure if I love her. Sasha is just so impossible. She fight over everything. If I talk or look at another girl,she will pick a fight with me. She is too arogrant,rude and so I'll mannered. She has a terrible past I am willing to forget it but I suspect she is still involved in it presently. I don't want to search more cause am scared my suspicions are right. I am in a relationship with her mostly because of my parents. Sasha is the daughter of Mr and Mrs Kingston. They are well known all over American. My parents fees like I need to marry someone wealthy so as to increase my and the family business. I don't like office romance but I can't help it. Sasha never listen. She wants to be in control of everything in my life. Sometimes I wondered why she is just not like Natasha. She doesn't invade my privacy until I allow her. She mostly listen to me. She is independent unlike Sasha. She knows the reality of life. She is my childhood friend so she knows my likes and dislikes. She is just a perfect little sister. When she graduated I was so happy and immediately offered her the position of my company secretary. She is loyal and understand me. Cooperating with her is just so perfect.
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