~Gaston~
I feel terrible for the manner I spoke to Xyana. Yet every sensible part of me tells me that I did the right thing.
It's okay to say no at times. Not because I don't want it, but because of the number of people that would get hurt if I proceeded to fight for my own happiness.
Clifton is unstable and opening up to him about who and what Xyana is would not only hurt him, he might pull the whole pack house down with rage. Aside from that, I care about my brothers so much that I never want to hurt them.
I did the right thing; I murmured the words within me over and over again. Still, I feel terrible. I feel like an important part of me has been ripped from within the walls of my heart.
I was still feeling this way when my friend, Alpha Callum walked into my office later in the da
