My little eternities

The bittersweet experience of one sided love

so you like a person you really really really like a person but he doesn't. he knows you like him and he does spends some time with you because he likes talking to you. You're like his escape plan from the cruel world , you're his safe heaven untill ,untill your emotions take control over you and your actions . he gets scared ,he leaves. He's in and out of your life and you let him do that ,you welcome him with warmth only for him to leave you with pain he doesn't even know he's causing. it's hard to get over someone you never even had ,it's really hard to forget the memories ,the conversations where it felt like this is it ,this is my "one true love". But you get over it too ,yes it takes time and a lot of tears and pain and imagination and inspiration but you do get out of it. In the end it's you who free yourself and when you look back you're freeing yourself from your own thoughts,your own expectations.