We didn’t make it in time.
I knew it the very second we rounded the last looming hedge of starlight blossoms and saw the grand pavilion. It was already packed, rows of Astral Maidens lined up in terrifying, mathematical symmetry, their silver-and-blue gowns catching the artificial twilight. Every single one of them was already in position, rigid and pristine.
Mira’s grip on my wrist went so tight it left a bruise. “Oh no,” she breathed, her voice dropping an octave into pure terror. “Oh no, oh no... we’re the last ones.”
The crowd noticed us before our feet even hit the edge of the polished marble procession line. A visible ripple went through the crowd turned heads, sharp intakes of breath, whispers passed hand-to-hand like a lit match thrown into dry grass. I kept my chin up and my eyes locked straight ahead. It was the exact same survival mechanism I’d used back home, walking past the crowded school library after the Luca incident, acting like if I just refused to look at anyone, they might magically stop looking at me.
It hadn’t worked then. It definitely didn’t work now.
The Processional Atrium was a space so staggering it felt less like a building and more like a mountain hollowed out by ancient magic. The ceiling arched above us into an endless dome of twilight violet, where swirling nebulae of stardust drifted lazily through the dark. Hanging high above the crowd were giant, translucent chandeliers crafted from frozen water-crystal, each glowing with thousands of trapped, luminescent fireflies that pulsed in rhythm with the low, solemn music.
Below, the floor was carved from a single slab of obsidian marble, polished so smooth and reflective that walking across it felt like stepping on the surface of a dark, star-filled lake. Running straight down the center was the Processional Aisle, a wide path flanked by massive white-stone pillars. Twining up each pillar were thick, ancient vines with luminescent silver leaves, bursting with indigo flowers that opened and closed in slow, synchronized pulses, releasing a heavy scent like cold rain and sweet honey.
On either side of the aisle stood hundreds of realm nobility and high court attendants, dressed in heavy velvet robes, shimmering silk cloaks, and elaborate silver headpieces shaped like stag antlers and crescent moons. They stood in hushed, reverent silence, their eyes tracking our every step.
At the far end of the grand hall, raised on a seven-tiered dais of pure white quartz, sat the Coronation Throne framed by two cascading waterfalls of liquid light that flowed upward into the ceiling.
And there sat the Fairy Queen.
She wasn't just pretty, she was breathtaking. The kind of sharp, agonizingly ethereal beauty that made your chest ache just looking at her. Her skin glowed like carved alabaster, her hair cascaded down her back in a thick, shimmering river of liquid silver that floated slightly in the air, untethered by gravity. Above her brow rested a delicate crown of woven shadow-iron, currently bare at the center waiting for the Starlight Dew to seal its enchantment. Her gown was woven from dark velvet the color of a moonless night, trailing down the quartz steps, embroidered with constellation maps that subtly shifted and changed as she breathed. She looked like a goddess carved from ice and stardust. Unreachable. Flawless,the novel description of her didn’t do justice to how beautiful she really is-.
And standing right at her right hand, one palm resting with quiet, possessive authority at the small of her back, was a guy dressed in ceremonial black-and-silver armor that fit him like it had been custom-poured onto his frame-.
Luca.
My heart didn't just drop, it shattered.
Not my Luca. Not the boy from my real life, the one from my university with his stupid, perfect cologne, his effortless confidence, and his careless hands reaching past my head for a textbook. But it was his face. Exactly his face. Down to the razor-sharp cheekbones, the dark eyes, and those ridiculous lashes. Standing there like he belonged at the right hand of a divine queen.
Because of course he did. Even in a completely different dimension, Luca was still standing next to the girl who looked like a divine masterpiece, while I was stuck over here struggling to survive. That was his type. It had always been his type, effortless, untouchable, gorgeous. Girls like the Fairy Queen. Never girls like me.
My stomach lurched so hard I thought I was going to throw up right onto the pristine floor.
He didn’t look at me. Of course he didn’t. To him, I wasn’t Janeila, the girl who used to steal glances at him across a lecture hall. I was Lyra. Some nobody maiden two rows back who’d shown up late with dew-stained knees, wild eyes, and a ruined hem. His dark gaze swept right over my face, landing nowhere at all.
I didn’t even have time to process the ache in my ribs before a voice cut across the pavilion like a blade sliding through silk.
“Lyra.”
Standing just three steps below the Queen, her arms folded strictly into the long sleeves of her iron-grey robes, was Lady Vespera. Her silver hair was scraped back so tightly into a crown of braided pins, it looked painful, her sharp, pale face carved from something colder than winter frost. Every single maiden in the procession went instantly rigid at the sound of her voice. The ambient murmuring died so fast the silence actually hurt my ears.
I understood, instantly and completely, why they were terrified of her.
“You are late,” Lady Vespera said. Each word was dropped like a heavy stone building a wall around me. “Take your position. Now.”
Mira shoved the crystal bowl into my shaking hands before I could even formulate a word, her whisper frantic against my ear. “Just walk the line! Pour when they pour, don’t look at anyone, please-”
I walked. My legs seemed to remember the choreography even though my brain was a chaotic mess, some residual muscle memory belonging to Lyra’s body carrying me forward into the empty gap between two maidens. The second I stepped into line, both girls subtly edged away from me as if I were carrying a plague. The bowl felt twenty pounds heavier than it had a minute ago, the liquid moonlight inside sloshing dangerously close to the rim with every shuddering step I took.
Breathe, Janeila. Just breathe. Don't ruin this. Don't die.
Ahead of me, one by one, the maidens glided forward, knelt gracefully before the basin, and tipped a precise measure of Starlight Dew into a wide silver receptacle. As they poured, they whispered words in an ancient, melodic language I didn't know, yet foreign syllables rose to my own tongue anyway, surfacing from wherever Lyra’s memories were buried beneath mine.
It should have comforted me. Instead, it made my skin crawl. It felt like wearing a dead girl's clothes.
The maiden ahead of me finished her prayer. She stepped back.
It was my turn.
My knees hit the cold stone. The sudden impact sent a jolt up my spine, and for one terrifying, disorienting second, the memory of waking up in the garden crashed straight into the present panic. My hands, already slick with cold sweat, already trembling, already piloting a body that felt completely wrong, tilted the heavy crystal bowl a fraction too fast.
A heavy streak of Starlight Dew splashed over the silver basin’s edge.
It hit the obsidian marble floor with a sharp, echoing slap. It soaked straight into the hem of my pale blue gown.
The entire atrium went dead, absolute silent. A held breath multiplied by a hundred people.
“No,” I whispered, my fingers freezing on the rim of the bowl, watching the glowing liquid puddle at my knees. “No, no, it was an accident, I didn't mean-”
“Halt.”
Lady Vespera’s voice wasn't raised, but it didn't need to be. It sliced through the air, razor-sharp. Around me, the other Astral Maidens scrambled backward, clearing a wide, empty circle around me like I’d just turned into a bomb about to detonate.
I forced my head up, I couldn't stop myself and found Luca’s eyes on me for the very first time.
There was no recognition there. No warmth. Just a brief, distant flicker of something like pity, there and gone in a flash, before his face smoothed back into the careful neutrality of a man who didn't care enough to interfere. He didn't move an inch away from his place beside the gorgeous Queen.
“Spilling the sacred dew during the Grand Procession,” Lady Vespera announced, her voice carrying over the silent crowd with flat, unhurried precision, “is a defilement of this holy ceremony and an insult to Her Majesty.”
She took another step down, her cold eyes locking onto mine.
“You know the penalty, girl.”
My blood ran straight to ice water. I knew it. I’d known it since the glowing blue system screen had flashed the word Eradication in front of my face. But hearing it spoken out loud by this clinical, terrifying woman, with a crowd of strangers watching me fail, made the terror so real it choked me.
“Please,” I begged, hating how pathetic and small my voice sounded in the vast space. “Please, I didn't mean to! I’m not- I just had a dizzy spell-”
“Save your explanations for the realm that receives you.”
Lady Vespera raised her right hand. The air around her pale fingers began to warp, bending in on itself like burning paper. A jagged seam of pitch-black light tore open in the air right between me and the silver basin.
It wasn't fire. It wasn't light. It was a terrifying absence of anything, a tear in reality where the world just... ended.
“Wait!” Mira’s voice shrieked from somewhere behind the crowd, thin and hysterical with horror. “Wait, please! She hit her head this morning! She’s not herself, she didn't mean to-”
“The law does not care for intentions,” Lady Vespera said coldly. “The Demon Realm will harvest what it is owed.”
The void ripped wider. A sudden, violent draft pulled at me, not like wind, but like the physical universe was tilting sideways, trying to dump me straight into the abyss.
I looked up one last time at the dais. Luca hadn't moved. He was still standing there, shoulder-to-shoulder with his breathtaking Queen, watching a nameless extra get swallowed by a portal without so much as blinking. And underneath the blind, suffocating terror of dying, an old, stupidly familiar ache bloomed in my chest, the exact same pain I’d felt in the library back home, watching him walk away with someone else, knowing with total, devastating certainty that he would never turn around.
“I didn't mean to,” I sobbed into the void, as the marble floor beneath my knees simply vanished.