“I do remember. Do you remember how Noel was like when he saw me half-n***d in my b*a?” I chuckled. “He was like, oh Jesus, I need holy water in a bucket to drown you two.” The laugh in Carrie’s smile drained and her eyes focused in front of the car, on the bustling traffic, as she cranked up the engine. She revved the engine once again when she took a turn around the corner. She said nothing on this comment and I didn’t know why I brought him up. I shouldn’t have. It should have been an unwritten rule to never bring up your friends’ exes. The late evening had started sobering up. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have brought it up.” I apologized and looked sideways as the trees and the houses mixed into one straight line. “It doesn’t hurt me when you bring him up, babe.” Carrie looked at me wit

