My Once In A Lifetime Dream

Chapter 22 (Cont.)

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By the end of the day everything went like normal,  but adding to it my thoughts of JB, Tina, and everything else around me. I walked to my house, still feeling that someone is watching me. I did my chores, helped with dinner, and did my homework. Before I went to bed I took out my diary and wrote everything I felt today the bad and the good. I wrote that I can't be with JB nor have male friends, it’s like I don’t deserve been happy. It’s a bit complicated to explain why. I just feel lost and hurt, and do not want a repeat of the past I just need to be far away from trouble, even if it hurts my chances of having a love connection. Y cried silently and came to write some lines that go down like this:   

Life

Life is just a moment in the universe

that makes connections with millions of small paths.

Including one of the biggest paths in life LOVE.

Life is like a passing through tunnels.

Tunnels of darkness, light, wind, water.

Tunnels that could go in one direction

or could go indiscriminately.

Life is the different feelings found

in one small planet called HEART.

But life can go on without love.

It just needs the power of force around the planets.

Forces around the axel, gravity, and rotations of

What we call LIFE.

When I finish writing what I thought I felt into words  I closed my diary hid it again and went to sleep hoping to sleep soundlessly. When I close my eyes I tried to think of what I would do once I finish school. I doze off.

And Omara started to dream about her future. She dreamed of the college she wanted to go to and to what career she wanted. She set her goals further ahead of what she expected out of herself. She continues into her deep sleep with a content face.  

I was walking down a big lit hallway with some folders on my hands, there was no one around but I kept my pace. I was wearing a dark blue trouser with matching overcoat and a light blue blouse, moderate-low heels with nude stockings. I had a smile on my face, my hair was in a tight side ponytail with minimum makeup on. I felt on top of the world. I was trying to finish some kind of task.

Suddenly, someone covered my mouth with tape, gripped my shoulders, and then threw something over my head. That person wasn’t alone, because I felt different hands doing everything at the same time including wrapping me with some kind of rope and carrying me. I tried to get away but couldn’t. I tried to scream but nothing came out of my already covered mouth and I tried to pull and push with my whole body, but still, they had me pinned very good. I got tired and eventually stopped. I don’t remember how long they carried me. But their gripped never lessened.

At some point, they threw me down and pushed me into some kind of metal chair and tied me to it. They didn’t bother to take off what I had over my head. They moved away through what I think was the entrance of this place.  Moments later I heard someone talking far away, I couldn’t hear that well,  but they said something like “the job was done and we are waiting”, for something. Then it was completely silent. Right at that moment, I started to cry and sob uncontrollably (freaked out). I was alone for a long time in a place I don’t know of. Then and there I felt light-headed and lost consciousness.

I woke up when I felt water splashed with force over my face and body. I could hear some shoutings and then felt the pulling on hair too until I made out the voices were from women. At that moment I recognized them they were Tina and her goons. I started shaking and panting a bit frantic. One of them grabbed me by my neck and squeezed it for a second when she loosens her grip, another one slapped my face. After a few punches on my stomach, Tina started talking.

“Hi, you b*tch fat cow! I hope you came prepared for your lesson. You owe me, remember?

Now start praying for your soul to keep!” (then she laughed)

“Now girls lets start with her hands, the one that grabbed MY Joe’s hand!”

Someone untied my hand and put it on something cold and flat (I think is a table) I can’t see or say anything because I still have my head and mouth covered. I am scared shitless, even though I’m moving my hand back they push it towards the table. Then I heard the whooshing sound of something big coming down on me. I pull and push with everything I had to save myself the pain that, that thing might give me. Feeling the motion and sound like in a slow-motion movie I kept doing everything until…BANG!!!

I was tossing and turning until I fell from my bed, again, all sweaty and scared and on my toes. I looked up and down, left and right to see where I was. Till I was sure that it was just a dream, or more so a nightmare, I didn’t dare move from where I was (on the floor). I had to take a few intakes of breath and steady my heartbeat. Then I stood up and walked to the bathroom to wash my face and use the toilet. When I went back to my room, I looked at the clock and saw it was 2:45 in the morning. I didn’t how to fall asleep after that nightmare. So I decided to read on my cellphone short novels from my favorite app of DREAME instead of watching movies on my laptop. I can fall asleep with my cell without worrying about crashing on the floor as my laptop would do.