"I-I-I...I'M NEXT!"
I shriek, jumping off my seat, and rush towards the weapon rack.
I chickened out. I never did any of the things I thought about, and instead, ran away.
Ahhh, but that was so embarrassing! How could I think about kissing him out of the blue like that?! It's not as if we're the only ones in the room!
But I can't help but think what it'd feel like if I kiss Ellen.
I feel torn from running away now.
However, the thought of Ellen asking me if I have a fever again has a higher chance of happening than the possibility of him guessing my true feelings.
That somehow made me feel a little better for bailing out but it's quite sobering as well.
Am I really going to just let it be?
Maybe Castor is right. I have to stop chickening out and start upping my game or something.
