Sloan I haven't heard a word from Alexa in two weeks now. Brock assured me she's okay, but after whatever happened at Hector's, she was shaken up and just needed to get away for a while. I'm starting to think a while might turn into forever though. She's been trying to run all this time and it looks like she was finally able to get away from me. I guess I can't blame her. She's starting to put the pieces of the puzzle together and realizing just how much trouble I'm in. I've been selfishly hanging onto her since the day we met, but now, I know it's time to let her go. Holding onto her will only put her in danger. I care about her way too much to let her get hurt. So until I get my life back in order, I can't even think about trying to track her down. Even though I think about

