A Beta's Determination

Making Up

Colleen

Things were seemingly beginning to fall into place. I had set a schedule for Sam, but I couldn't stop thinking about him. He began to seem a little distant than usual. He spent most of his time on the training grounds and was no longer trying to catch me anywhere in the packhouse to try and talk to me. It made my heart hurt. I needed to make things right. I felt so empty without him.

"Colleen, Sam is looking for you," Julia informed me coming downstairs from her floor.

"Really!! Jules, I miss him so bad and have been a complete b***h to him. I realize he hurt me to the core, but I feel I have been giving him much more grief than what he deserves."

"Go, make things right. You two are bound to each other, and nothing is going to keep you two apart. Your love for each other is much stronger than any obstacle you two are going to face," Julia gave me a hug.

"You're right. I can't stop thinking about him, and I know Serenity misses him when she's not with him. I need my family back together, and Sam and I will get through this challenge together as a team, as a family."

Julia's eyes glazed over, showing me she was linking someone.

"Sam is coming downstairs now. He wants to have a sit-down talk with you, lay everything out on the table, and start over if you are willing to listen. What he says may not be what all you want to hear, but you need to hear it, and he needs to hear what you have to say." Julia rubbed my shoulder and walked to the kitchen.

Sam came down the last step looking so handsome, even though he was wearing grey sweats and a black muscle shirt.

I regained my thoughts and smiled at him, "Sam, can I talk to you?"

"I was actually coming to find you to talk with you, but yes, you can talk to me." He smiled his sexy smile, his pearly white teeth showing, with his dimpled cheeks. He could make me melt with that smile in a matter of seconds.

"Let's go somewhere private," Sam took my hand. The sparks were still there as they shot through my hand, up my arm, and through my core like wildfire.

He led me out back on the patio by the pool and sat me down in front of him on a beach chair. Sam held my hand for a moment and stared intently at me into my eyes. He seemed like he was getting more sleep as the bags under his eyes were starting to fade.

"Sam, I just want to say, I am truly sorry for how I have been treating you. You are my mate, my husband, and my best friend. When you told me that day that you could have possibly fathered another child, I felt my world fall apart and my heart crushing within my chest. I didn't want to forgive you, but now I do. I realize I was more mean and cruel to you than what you deserved. I wanted you to feel the hurt I was feeling, but in return, all it did was make me hurt worse because I know you would never treat me like that, and for that, Sam, I am truly truly sorry. Can you forgive me?"

Sam sat there, wiping the tears out of his eyes, then he spoke, "Colleen, I love you and Serenity with everything that I am. You two are my family. You, Colleen, are the one I want to grow old with, have more pups with, and then one day, I want to die right beside you. I can not take back what I am responsible for that I done when I was a teenager. The only thing I know to do is prove to you every day if you let me that you are my only one. I love no other woman, nor want any other woman. My heart belongs to you. Do you forgive me?"

By the time Sam finished talking, I was crying ugly, and nothing could stop it. Sam stood up with my hands in his, standing me up with him. I couldn't help but notice that we had onlookers from the kitchen windows as I turned to look at them. Cat, Christian, Julia, Elijah, Rex, and Evie were nose stuck on the window watching mine and Sam's conversation. They are wolves, so of course, they heard every word we said to one another Cat was wiping tears away from her eyes while Evie was blowing her nose on Rex's shirt.

"Sam, I forgive you." I looked deep into Sam's eyes.

"Colleen, I forgive you." Sam stared intensely back into mine as he pulled me close and kissed me like it was the first time he met me.

Sam pulled me away gently from our kiss, "Colleen, we do have to talk about the child. I know you probably don't want to hear what I am going to tell you, but I need you there with me, beside me through thick and thin."

"Let's talk about it. I am with you through all of this. We will get through it, and many years down the road, we will look back and see it as something that made us stronger together as a couple and family."

"I love you so much, Colleen," Sam grabbed me by my hips, pulling me close to him. I could feel his manhood growing in his sweats as he pushed it up against my pelvis. He leaned down, kissing and licking my neck and ear, leaving me with tingly feelings all the way down my spine and warmth running through my core.

"Sam, if you keep this up, we're not going to be able to have that conversation," I kissed and nibbled on his ear.

"You're right." He pulled away, his eyes turning back to his original color and his heartbeat returning to normal.

"As you know, I may or may not have a child out there somewhere. I found out the child is six years old, and I recently found out it is a little girl. I don't know what she looks like just yet. I won't find that out until after the holidays. Elijah and the elders of Florida and Cuba have all decided after the holidays would be the best time to meet, and we are going to be hosting the meeting. I know the child's mother is the Alpha's daughter of the Blue Waters Pack in Miami and has not taken her spot as Alpha. The mother is twenty-two years old. Colleen, I know you probably don't want to hear this, but I don't ever remember having s*x with an Alpha's daughter when I was a teenager unless she was hiding that fact."

"Sam, we will get it figured out. I promise. What do you plan to do if you are the little girl's father?" I rubbed his arm, giving him reassurance everything will work out.

"That's another thing. Elijah, the Elders, and the Alpha of Blue Waters came up with a plan. Since the child's mother has not accepted her position as Alpha, it is up to the Alpha to determine what is done about the child. They agreed if I am the father, I and the mother will have split custody until the child turns eighteen, and either she becomes Alpha for their pack or finds her mate from another pack and joins them."

"So it will be just like a human custody battle. Has the mother agreed to that? What if she wants you to become her mate and join her in her pack? I can not lose you, Sam." I could feel the tears trying to break the surface as I tried to calm my breathing back down.

"Colleen, that is not going to happen. Elijah made sure that I will not rescind my title and move packs in part of the custody papers. Seeing how she hasn't accepted her title as Alpha, she has no say about how the custodianship takes place. She has to abide by the decisions made by her father, elders, Elijah, and the other Alpha being drugged into this. We are going to do this the human way, court and all. The elders and Alphas of all three packs will be present, so will the child and the mother."

"I trust you, Sam. Is it bad timing for me to say, I can't wait to find out if you are the girl's father or not? Either way, I don't care. I will love her just as much as I love Serenity, no more and no less. Oh my goddess Sam, Serenity is going to have a sister."

"I am so happy you are handling this way better than before. It makes my life much easier too," Sam laughed.

"Come on, my sexy mate, let's go finish what we started earlier," rubbing Sam's chest up and down, slipping my fingers into the waistband of his pants.

He picked me up, threw me over his shoulder, and ran back into the packhouse. My head was bobbing up and down as I smacked him on the ass a few times. I couldn't help myself. I slipped my hands under his pants and snaked my hands down the backside, grabbing hold and squeezing his ass cheeks firmly. Sam let out a low growl and picked up his pace, running into our room and throwing me on our bed.

It felt like forever since we were both naked together in our bed. Sam wasted no time at all in ripping my clothes off. The door was shut and locked as he moved in one swift motion, ripping his off too. Constance and Charles had Serenity this weekend because I needed a day to myself, and I wanted to rearrange and organize her room.

Sam crawled sexily onto the bed, pulling me underneath him. He began kissing me sensually and gently across my stomach, making his way up to my breasts.

He parted my legs, slowly lowering himself on top of me. The warmth from his body made me giddy all over as I lift my hips up to meet his. He began kneading and caressing my body all over. Every inch and surface his hands covered left me wanting more. The moans and noises coming from my mouth made Sam more determined to make me come without even penetrating me.

Sam slid his hands between my thighs, rubbing, massaging from the top of my knee up to my sacred spot.

"Oh, Sam. Your hands are like heaven. Please don't stop," I managed to get out of my mouth while he continued rubbing, licking, and sucking on me.

"If you think my hands are magical, wait until I can show you what I can do with my tongue," Sam smirked, sliding down my body and stopping at my thighs.

He licked his index finger, slowly parting my folds rubbing ever so gently, making me lose my mind with his touch. He continued rubbing and slowly slid his finger into me, making me gasp for breath as he stopped.

"Do you want me to move it, Colleen? You want me to f**k you senseless with my fingers? You don't get this c**k just yet. We're just getting started, my love." Sam leaned down, licking the inside of my thighs up to my p***y lips. He worked his tongue inside my thighs, parting my p***y, gently sucking and nibbling on each part of my sacred spot, gripping my thighs so I couldn't move up the bed.

"Sam, stop torturing me. I need you inside me," gasping for breath as Sam continued sucking on my precious jewels.

He added another finger and began pumping in and out of me. I was completely soaking wet as his fingers made a squirting noise going in and out of me.

He started going faster, adding a third finger to my quivering p***y and rubbing my c**t at the same time. In and out, In and out until I could no longer keep my eyes open. Sam licked and nibbled on my c**t as he made slurping noises with my juices. He leaned up, smiling, licking my juices off his lips and fingers.

Sam leaned upon his knees, pulling me closer to him, grabbing hold of his massively erect d**k. He jerked it a little, making precum spurt out the tip on the head of his d**k. Sam was well blessed. I couldn't help but stare. It was as if it had grown more significant since we had s*x last. My mouth started watering as I leaned up, licking my lips and grabbing hold of his large c**k, slowly moving my hands up and down. Sam leaned back, releasing his manhood, propping his hands on the back of his calves, letting me take over.

I grasped his large member in my hand, slobbering and sucking on it, jerking as I did. I could feel Sam twitching and tensing with every move I made, grunting and groaning with every suck, nip, and jerk.

Sam was coming undone with the touch of my hands, tongue, and mouth. I decided to spice things up slightly and gently lifted his c**k, placing my hand under his balls, gently squeezing them a bit firmly. Sam's eyes were beginning to roll in the back of his head, making me speed up, satisfying him.

I decided to push his threshold and see how Sam would react to anal stimulation. We had never done anything like that before, but there is always a first time for everything. Using my right hand to hold his c**k, jacking and licking it, I took my left hand, licking my fingers and reaching under his ball sack, and began rubbing my fingers across the skin between his scrotum and his anus.

Sam began rocking back and forth on my fingers now. They were penetrating his anus as I moved them in and out, jerking his c**k at the same time. I could feel Sam tensing his legs shaking and knew he was getting close to cumming.

"f**k, baby, you keep doing that I am going to c*m," Sam choked out.

I stopped stimulating him, removed my fingers and let Sam have his way with me. He flipped me over, grabbing firmly on hips, pulling them up off the bed as he parted my ass cheeks and began eating my ass out, "Oh, f**k Sam. You have never been this kinky before. Don't stop now," I growled, reaching back grabbing a handful of his hair.

He ate some more, flipped me back over, took his dripping c**k thrusting it hard into my p***y. I was so wet and horny, it felt as if my v****a was paralyzed from stimulation and cumming. Sam gripped my thighs, pulling them up to my chest as he pounded in me, making squishing and squirting sounds with every thrust.

We were both sweating profusely as we f****d like we never have before, making me c*m three more times.

"Colleen, I am fixing to come," Sam thrust a few more times, went to lean down, baring his canines, giving me the same idea.

Simultaneously bit down on each other's marks and came at the same time. Sam let out a loud roar, shaking the pictures on the walls and rattling the windows.

"Damn, Colleen. What was that? We have never done anything like that before. What has gotten into you? I love it," Sam cuddled me in his arms, kissing the side of my head and brushing the hair out of my face. His seed was leaking out of me, but I didn't care. He could pump all his children inside me.

"I wanted to try something different for once, instead of the same vanilla we do," I blushed, feeling slightly embarrassed. I didn't think Sam was into the kinky s*x.

It turned out he wanted to try it again, slipping his hand between my thighs again, rubbing and pinching on my c**t, "Baby, I would love to go for round two, but I have to get Serenity's room finished today. Your mom is bringing her home in a few hours."

"Please, baby," Sam begged with his little puppy dog eyes.

"I'll tell you what. Let's get Serenity's room finished, and tonight when she goes to sleep, we can take a nice bubble bath and try some new things there, if you would like?" I slowly slid my hand down Sam's chest, making my way to his crotch.

"You are a tease, baby, but let's get it done so we can continue this conversation tonight." Sam kissed me, got up, and pulled some new sweat pants on and another shirt. I got up, walked to the closet, and slipped on a hoodie, some yoga pants, and my slip-on flats.

We both went downstairs and outback where all the others were. Julia was sitting in Elijah's lap, Cat and Christian were playing around with each other, Rex was gathering wood to put in the burn pit as Evie, Sophie, Hope, and the other ladies came out of the kitchen with glasses and two bottles of wine.

"Well, it looks like two certain people have done some making up," Julia looked at Sam and me, making me blush.

"Yes, Sam and I have made up, and we have more making up to do tonight, but for now, we have to go get Serenity's room finished before Charles and Constance bring her home."

"Come on, you two, have one drink with us before you go," Evie popped the top and started pouring wine into the glasses and passing them around.

"What are we toasting to?" Sam, asked holding Colleen by the waist.

"Here's to family, friends, and never giving up on each other," Elijah said, raising his glass as we all came together, clinking our glasses. We drank our wine and Hope drank her hot chocolate then Sam and I made our way back inside.