Chapter 17
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Idk if I already added this song somewhere but it fits this chapter.
It's called even in death by evanescence ❤
Ditroníse sprinted up the stairs wanting to see Chae but after he caught the smell of blood in the air, the smile he had on his face fell; he pushed the door open and was met by a scene he remembers all too well.
He saw Chae on the the wooden floor, lying in a big puddle of blood; he rushed over to him and knelt in that puddle of blood and carefully took a limp Chae in his arms.
"No, no, no! Baby what have you done?" Ditroníse took note of the empty whisky bottle, the bottle of pills and the razor blade.
"f**k baby! Why'd you do this? s**t" he took out his phone and called Patrice and Daniel.
He cradled Char in his arms.
"Hold on babydoll, you're not dying, you're not leaving me; you're going to be okay." His breath hitches when he caught sight of the pregnancy test and suicide letter, he took of his shirt ripping apart to stop the bleeding from the wrists.
He then grabbed the stick.
Positive.
Tears clouded his eyes, his face went pale like a bucket of cold water was just poured over his body; Chae is pregnant? Pregnant with his baby but still wanted to kill himself? Why? Why would he do that to their baby?
He's an asshole and he knows but their baby did absolutely nothing wrong.
Shit!
Patrice and Daniel called to say they were downstairs.
Ditroníse lifted Chae up and went downstairs, no one dared to ask what happened but all they knew was that they had to drive like the devil was after them.
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Ditroníse paced outside the emergency room, his clothes still had Chae's dried up blood, he sat down looking at the pregnancy stick; there were so many emotions running through his mind.
What if Chae doesnt wake up? What of the baby? And what if both he and the baby died?
"I f****d up, I f****d up! s**t!" He frantically ran his hand through his hair tugging on his hair in trustration.
It's been 4 hours since the doctors got to work on Chae and none have came out since then, he told Daniel and Patrice to leave and he'd call them should he need anything and they left him, sympathetically patting his back.
He sighed as he took out Chae's suicide letter.
Ditroníse Beaumont.
I'm sorry I was not enough for you that you felt that you had to destroy my life.
I'm sorry that my happiness made you crazy.
I'm sorry that you got married to me and got inconvenienced with me but I also didn't want to get married, I did it for the betterment of our respective companies and for my father, who you took away from me because of whatever f****d reasons you had or maybe you thought that, that's what was gonna keep me by your side....Well you were wrong.
I'm sorry that you felt that you had to hurt me to feel whole or feel in control.
I'm sorry that I had to keep our baby from living, that was selfish of me but you left me no choice, I've been depressed for the longest time, I cut myself to make myself feel pain so that I could feel alive in some way or feel pain...I can control because you controlled every aspect of my life.
You suffocated me to the point, I felt like I was living without oxygen.
You took away everything that made me happy.
My father was the last straw that held my sanity.
And you took that away...
I couldn't live that life anymore, I was already dead inside anyway.
I'm so sorry that I was nothing more than your obsession and only a possession to you.
Because I loved you...I loved you so much no matter how much I tried to stop myself, I couldn't help it.
I still loved you, Ditroníse.
I hope you're life is better now that I'm gone.
Yours Forever,
Chae Sung Beaumont.
When Ditro finished reading the letter, tears were streaming down uncontrollably.
Chae loved him.
His babydoll loved him But he didn't notice.
Shit.
The doctor came out of the emergency and Ditroníse rushed to him.
"How is my wife and the baby?"
The doctor sighed.
"We managed to revive him.He's still in critical condition right now, the next 24hrs will determine wether he makes it or not. Erm...he was in a pretty bad shape when you brought him in. We managed to stitch up the wounds and do a blood transfusion."
"Okay, what about the baby?" Ditro asked.
"Unfortunately we lost the other twin but the one remaining doesn't look promising, but we are monitoring the situation closely but we cannot promise anything at this moment, my condolences for the
lost baby"
Ditroníse's mind went blank, they were two? They were having twins? And now one is dead and the other might not survive?
This was f****d up.
Ditro felt a hollow pain in his chest that he couldn't explain but all he knew was that it was the most painful thing he's ever felt.
His child died.
"What was the cause of death? And how far along is he?"
"The cause of death was the pills and alcohol, he is four months pregnant going into the fifth month"
Ditroníse sighed.
"I would like to fly my doctors here to take over this case, I trust there will be no problem with the matter?"
"No problem Mr Beaumont, I'll personally assist them when they arrive and your wife has been moved to the VIP wing on the top floor, also rest assured that this will not reach the news"
"Good"
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Ditroníse sat down beside Chae taking his small cold hand into his.
"What have I done to you, babydoll?"
Chae laid unconscious on the bed with so many tubes attached to him, his stomach was left bare with a heart monitor on the baby bump.
The was a faint heat beat that Ditro could hear, but it was so weak it made Ditroníse cry.
He was losing his family due to his stupidity.
And he was going to make things right.
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